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- Jun 19, 2023
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So, a few days ago, I asked here if someone could help me with knowing if my SN was legit.
I finaly did the test for myself, but only the blood test, following Vizzy's guide. It looks very concluant ! My blood turned darker immediatly. Now that I am writing that, it is all dark.
I have three questions now if someone is willing to help me :
1. I know it is better to also do the aquarium test but shouldn't that already be a very good sign ? Is it really necessary to do the aquarium test when the blood test is very concluant ?
2. My SN is not very powdery, there are kind of "blocks" into it. Like conglomerates or something like that. Is it normal ?
3. Now that I have opened the bottle and knowing that I am not planning to use it immediatly, is there any precaution I should take ?
I know I could maybe find the infos in various threads. But if anyone has the knowledge and patience to help me there, it is always welcome
P.S : I have SN from Poland. I'm not sure I am allowed to give more infos directly here. I am not really at peace with the idea of giving away my source BUT if anyone is suspecting to have the same SN as mine and has not tested it yet, we can exchange the name of the brand so that you know that the blood test is concluant. If that make sense ?
P.S.2 : Sorry, my english is getting worse, I am tired.
Thanks everyone <3
Careful : Venting
Ok and know I am trying to calm down. If there is one thing I learnt on Sasu is to NOT act on an impulse.
But I'm contemplating the bottle, just right now, on my desk. I just want to put my spoon into it and eat it and that's all. Very bad idea, I know. But I feel I am not able to plan anything. Like for everything in my life. I can't move with my life, I can't move with my death. I am just fuckin stuck.
I feel like I could only ctb on an impulse. But I can't now. I have to make things done. Which I am completely unabled to do.
Sorry, just venting.
I have a huge internal conflict that I can't talk to anyone to. I hate myself.
EDIT : oops, thought that if I "replied" to my previous post, it would create a separate one. Now I have just made a longer post, that goes in all directions. Sorry
I finaly did the test for myself, but only the blood test, following Vizzy's guide. It looks very concluant ! My blood turned darker immediatly. Now that I am writing that, it is all dark.
I have three questions now if someone is willing to help me :
1. I know it is better to also do the aquarium test but shouldn't that already be a very good sign ? Is it really necessary to do the aquarium test when the blood test is very concluant ?
2. My SN is not very powdery, there are kind of "blocks" into it. Like conglomerates or something like that. Is it normal ?
3. Now that I have opened the bottle and knowing that I am not planning to use it immediatly, is there any precaution I should take ?
I know I could maybe find the infos in various threads. But if anyone has the knowledge and patience to help me there, it is always welcome
P.S : I have SN from Poland. I'm not sure I am allowed to give more infos directly here. I am not really at peace with the idea of giving away my source BUT if anyone is suspecting to have the same SN as mine and has not tested it yet, we can exchange the name of the brand so that you know that the blood test is concluant. If that make sense ?
P.S.2 : Sorry, my english is getting worse, I am tired.
Thanks everyone <3
Careful : Venting
Ok and know I am trying to calm down. If there is one thing I learnt on Sasu is to NOT act on an impulse.
But I'm contemplating the bottle, just right now, on my desk. I just want to put my spoon into it and eat it and that's all. Very bad idea, I know. But I feel I am not able to plan anything. Like for everything in my life. I can't move with my life, I can't move with my death. I am just fuckin stuck.
I feel like I could only ctb on an impulse. But I can't now. I have to make things done. Which I am completely unabled to do.
Sorry, just venting.
I have a huge internal conflict that I can't talk to anyone to. I hate myself.
EDIT : oops, thought that if I "replied" to my previous post, it would create a separate one. Now I have just made a longer post, that goes in all directions. Sorry
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