Venting Finally writing my goodbye letters.

[loslassen]

I've written letters for my dad and my boyfriend, I'm writing more very long and empathetic letters to the people I love and care about, it starts to feel like things are taking a course to my final destination now, miraculously, things might change for the better for me before my suicide date, I don't know what I will do then, but I still want to take my time in writing these letters nevertheless.

 

[strawberry_lemons]

i hope you dont suffer, and i dont know if this is soothing but i lost someone to suicide and it hurt but i have been able to live my life, you will be missed and loved. i wish you the best <3

 

[SMmetalhead36]

I'll be doing this again very soon so I can relate. All the best to you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck with whatever you decide to do. I wish you all the best and I hope it's the best outcome for you.

 

[Blueth]

Yesterday I finished physically writing all my letters. Later, I tried to convey to my mother through different topics that death is not an important thing.

When my father woke up, my mother said she was scared.
They tried to talk to me. But I would like them to believe that this is what I really need.
The letters at some point reassure me because now I can stop this at any time.

 

[withdrawalishell]

Ich wünsch dir alles gute. <3

 

[loslassen]

Ich wünsch dir alles gute. <3

herzlichen dank