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bluupup

bluupup

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Jun 7, 2026
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so today I hung out with my platonic girlfriend and my sister, and after my sister went to bed, we were talking about our mental illnesses. I haven't spoken to my platonic girlfriend for about a month due to me losing her number and other things, and during this time I was told I have almost all BPD traits. they would diagnose me but they said it'd be harder to get a job, so I'm not diagnosed yet. my platonic gf said she didn't understand and I had to explain, I was very nervous the whole time and I was sorta shutting down, but she said its okay and she wont judge me. I've split on her multiple times, but shes stuck with me through it for 8 years. I was very nervous but now I feel better about it.
 
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Even though you were very nervous sharing that kind of information about yourself, I'm glad it made you feel better.
 
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so today I hung out with my platonic girlfriend and my sister, and after my sister went to bed, we were talking about our mental illnesses. I haven't spoken to my platonic girlfriend for about a month due to me losing her number and other things, and during this time I was told I have almost all BPD traits. they would diagnose me but they said it'd be harder to get a job, so I'm not diagnosed yet. my platonic gf said she didn't understand and I had to explain, I was very nervous the whole time and I was sorta shutting down, but she said its okay and she wont judge me. I've split on her multiple times, but shes stuck with me through it for 8 years. I was very nervous but now I feel better about it.
Good on you for telling her, u can be proud of yourself
 

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