I would like to state that I have healed and you too can..there is hope for a tree that has been cut. I battled depression and it is because my family isolates me partly because I belong to opposition. Please pray to God you can heal ..there is chance... i ask forgiveness for anyone i offended here including the fixers.. You can delete my account. Thank you.
I'm really glad to hear that you escaped from the suffering hell that is depression.
Sadly, not everyone are in this state for the same reason, that is why some people, such as you, can recover in a way or another, either this is difficult or not. Even just having the slightest possibility of healing is impossible. ( Well, it may not be impossible itself but knowing all the strength, the patience and the hard work it needs, most people find themselves in peace by death )