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unhopeful99

New Member
Oct 13, 2025
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I've been on this forum a few months now. I thought things could get better and I found a lot of solace just by reading the posts on here. Anyways. They didn't and now I have a plan to wrap it all up. Managed to source SN from 2 chinese suppliers and have a plan to finish it all on Friday this week. Thank you all for your honesty. I'm grateful.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,351
however you decide,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
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powersurge&achilles

Labels are indoctrination
Mar 2, 2024
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bro you can't die from Chinese suppliers like that. It's propaganda
Tell me what you're good at first?
however you decide,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
why do you pretend you're an angel of death?
 
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,351
bro you can't die from Chinese suppliers like that. It's propaganda
Tell me what you're good at first?

why do you pretend you're an angel of death?

I am just a sad soul
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I've been on this forum a few months now. I thought things could get better and I found a lot of solace just by reading the posts on here. Anyways. They didn't and now I have a plan to wrap it all up. Managed to source SN from 2 chinese suppliers and have a plan to finish it all on Friday this week. Thank you all for your honesty. I'm grateful.
I am so sorry:( I hope you'll find peace:)

I wish I could also finally make my decision and just do it, this inner ambivalence is a torture. I am also here on sasu now few months but I thought maybe after 1 month i'll be dead.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Peace be with you.
 
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Persona3

Persona3

Member
Nov 17, 2025
61
Why do I feel the need to save other souls even though I'm not in a good headspace myself and I'm heading in the same direction? I wish I could help you but I'm only human flawed and fighting my own battles. I really wish I could though
 
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Marbas

Marbas

Misery Loves Company
Feb 20, 2025
96
I hope you find peace
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,389
I feel for this,, seems I can only wish you the best in whatever you go through with, I know my time is running when I cant find a resone to stay here other then for inevitable pain,, good luck to you @unhopeful99
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,145
I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
292
I've been on this forum a few months now. I thought things could get better and I found a lot of solace just by reading the posts on here. Anyways. They didn't and now I have a plan to wrap it all up. Managed to source SN from 2 chinese suppliers and have a plan to finish it all on Friday this week. Thank you all for your honesty. I'm grateful.
I hope everything goes whoever you intend for it to. Much love. ❤️
 
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