Venting Finally going to exit bag myself

[EmptyVessel42]

I'm 20 years old and mildly autistic, but even at this age I know suicide is the right thing for me. I've spent half my life completely debilitated with major depression. I can't stop sabotaging myself; it's like I get off on seeing myself fail and suffer. I've been addicted to financial domination for years, paying attractive women on the internet money just to be humiliated / ignored. 2 years into a relationship with a girl, I tell her I'm into cucking and want her to fuck other guys. It very quickly completely breaks me and now I just need to die.

Fucked up, I know right?

Medication does nothing. Therapy does nothing. Relationships do nothing. I'm just one of those people that needs putting down.

Everything I need for the Nitrogen exit bag method has been ordered and is on the way. With any luck, I should be gone in a matter of days.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Good luck with the exit bag method. I don't have the patience or confidence to try to pull that off myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief knowing that you will have a method prepared, I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[soontobedone]

Cucking? Cuckold?

 

[teyabutter]

I'm 20 years old and mildly autistic, but even at this age I know suicide is the right thing for me. I've spent half my life completely debilitated with major depression. I can't stop sabotaging myself; it's like I get off on seeing myself fail and suffer. I've been addicted to financial domination for years, paying attractive women on the internet money just to be humiliated / ignored. 2 years into a relationship with a girl, I tell her I'm into cucking and want her to fuck other guys. It very quickly completely breaks me and now I just need to die.

Fucked up, I know right?

Medication does nothing. Therapy does nothing. Relationships do nothing. I'm just one of those people that needs putting down.

Everything I need for the Nitrogen exit bag method has been ordered and is on the way. With any luck, I should be gone in a matter of days.

Good luck, and I wish you the best for whatever may or may not come next

 

[Touhou]

Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.

 

[Aisley]

Not that fucked. I recommend before you go, to put some of that fancy money of yours into a session with a professional dominatrix. Give yourself some rich memories to go out on.