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moonie

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Dec 8, 2020
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Hi there, I booked a hotel room innthe city today until saturday.

I will go for state dose Meto because meto causes some sideeffects to me. That‘s why.

How much N should I take?
i have 25gr powder. Purity: 73%.

I have a Benzo tolerance.

how ml water? 50 ml maybe aren‘t enough with so much powder.

I lost 10 kilos last couple of weeks, I am 53 kilos now. I feel nausea all the time, it will be though for me to drink it.

Should I be fine with my plan?

thanks for help.
 
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From what I've read about N it will taste horrible so there might be difficulties keeping it down if you laready have nausea.
 
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There aren't any decent methods to mask the taste of N. According to some people in this forum it's gonna be nasty but we all have to go through that. I also have N but I'm not that concerned with the nausea that follows after drinking it. I recommend taking some alcohol or chocolate after you consumed your N, that will definitely get some of the bad taste out of your mouth. I tried lidocaine spray and I don't believe it's gonna make much of a difference.

Regarding your other questions, you're extremely skinny. I think 10g of pure N would be enough for a lethal outcome. I have N bottles from A, which is 12g pentobarbital in 2 bottles à 100ml - that's usually enough for an average adult person. I think the amount of water doesn't matter, just make sure it's well dissolved. I'd rather use less than more. It's gonna be easier if you have less substance to drink.
 
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I contacted A but I haven't heard back from them. How long does it take?
 
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moonie said:
Atm I am in pain since 14 days and I can‘t do this anymore
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Has any doctor told you why you have nausea? I found out I have arsenic and lead in the water I was drinking and switching to a new bottled water brand has stopped my nausea and stomach pain.
 
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moonie

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Meditation guide said:
Has any doctor told you why you have nausea? I found out I have arsenic and lead in the water I was drinking and switching to a new bottled water brand has stopped my nausea and stomach pain.
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thanks for the info. That‘s interesting. In my case the doctor says it comes from my meds.
RainAndSadness said:
There aren't any decent methods to mask the taste of N. According to some people in this forum it's gonna be nasty but we all have to go through that. I also have N but I'm not that concerned with the nausea that follows after drinking it. I recommend taking some alcohol or chocolate after you consumed your N, that will definitely get some of the bad taste out of your mouth. I tried lidocaine spray and I don't believe it's gonna make much of a difference.

Regarding your other questions, you're extremely skinny. I think 10g of pure N would be enough for a lethal outcome. I have N bottles from A, which is 12g pentobarbital in 2 bottles à 100ml - that's usually enough for an average adult person. I think the amount of water doesn't matter, just make sure it's well dissolved. I'd rather use less than more. It's gonna be easier if you have less substance to drink.
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Thank you. I will consider that and will take some dark chocolate with me. I never drunk alcohol but maybe I should take a shot of the hotel minibar.
 
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moonie said:
Depression since childhood, addited to pills and several other symptoms. Worst thing is the permanent nausea. Atm I am in pain since 14 days and I can‘t do this anymore
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moonie said:
thanks for the info. That‘s interesting. In my case the doctor says it comes from my meds.


Thank you. I will consider that and will take some dark chocolate with me. I never drunk alcohol but maybe I should take a shot of the hotel minibar.
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