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nool

nool

He who has not tasted grapes says sour
Aug 17, 2025
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Does anyone here have a final meal planned?

For me, I love this one hotpot buffet a reasonable distance away and I think I want to go there. I'm gonna get my favorite broth and ingredients, and then indulge in those clearly cheap but delicious chocolate mocha square cakes buffets always have.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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Let's see. Alcohol. Junk food. Desserts. For a few weeks before I go.A single meal just can't fit all that i have planned.

Let's see. Lindt Chocolates. Marshmallows. There's a place near my house that sells delicious unique candy.They've got unique shapes and they look like crystal glass, animals and just beautiful.but also tasty.

Fried chicken one day, shawarmas the next day.Cheeseburst pizza another. Extra sausage, extra cheese.Dude, don't make these threads.😂

It's getting me too hungry.you don't like me when I'm hungry.
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
633
You all seem very optimistic that it will be your last meal. Dying is fking hard. Unless you live in the USA, dying is probably not gonna happen
 
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RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
vodka!!!
You all seem very optimistic that it will be your last meal. Dying is fking hard. Unless you live in the USA, dying is probably not gonna happen
nah id rope
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

did i make a mistake?
Sep 26, 2023
474
Alcohol, spicy junk foods, maybe I can go to a hotpot… ahh now I'm hungry. Dammit.
 
CumbriaCTB

CumbriaCTB

Member
Jul 15, 2025
87
Not really although there was once a time I was going to attempt CTB and spontaneously decided to have scrambled eggs and crumpets beforehand.

Now that I think about it, my most successful CTB attempt (ended up in A&E with an IV drip in my arm) was preceded by scrambled eggs, baked beans, and toast half an hour prior to the attempt. That was an impulsive attempt though. The only reason I even remember what I'd eaten that morning is because I came home from the hospital the following morning and saw the partially-digested eggs and beans that I'd apparently vomited onto the living room floor.

The key takeaway here is to make your last meal something you wouldn't mind vomiting back up in the event of failure: every time I have scrambled eggs and baked beans in the same meal, I am now always reminded of the really frustrating 24 hours after that failed attempt.
 
Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
I don't care about food, no matter what it is last time. I might even survive. There are no guarantees.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
When my dad was getting ready to ctb we doesn't that last week of his life going to every place he wanted to visit one last time. We then spent his last night eating a fresh cherry pie that my ex made. Then just before going to bed we had one last somemore for the road.
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
Nothing, I'll fast for 36 hours before I CTB. I don't want to shit myself when I die 🙄

As for what will I have before I start the fast, idk, ig anything will do tbh.
 
shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
Anxiety has ruined my appetite. Even my favourite food tastes like cardboard now. I'm just choking down smoothies at the moment.
 
WishfulNeanderthal

WishfulNeanderthal

Wishing for better times
Apr 18, 2025
200
Venison with béarnaise sauce and potato gratin, and some nice sallad.
 
heidiwants2die

heidiwants2die

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Aug 17, 2025
2
You all seem very optimistic that it will be your last meal. Dying is fking hard. Unless you live in the USA, dying is probably not gonna happen
nah i'd shoot my self or hit an artery maybe
Does anyone here have a final meal planned?

For me, I love this one hotpot buffet a reasonable distance away and I think I want to go there. I'm gonna get my favorite broth and ingredients, and then indulge in those clearly cheap but delicious chocolate mocha square cakes buffets always have.
I've always wanted to drink, so probably that…also I've never tried tiramisu or Japanese cream soda so yeah ;PP
 
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