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Haze9

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I don't even know what to say... It just feels like a normal day. Not scared, not excited, not happy, not sad. Just normal.
 
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You can always talk to me if you want.
 
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Haze9

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Jun 25, 2026
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Unfortunately my decision is final as I'd be homeless starting tomorrow.

I just don't even know how to feel. I first thought of dying when I was like 9 or 10 years old. I've been suicidal ever since.

Idk how I made it to 27, but deep down im glad that today its coming to an end.
 
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RosieKim

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Mar 23, 2023
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Unfortunately my decision is final as I'd be homeless starting tomorrow.

I just don't even know how to feel. I first thought of dying when I was like 9 or 10 years old. I've been suicidal ever since.

Idk how I made it to 27, but deep down im glad that today its coming to an end.
my decision is also final i just don't have a plan yet and feel lost.
 
100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

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Jul 6, 2026
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best of luck on your decision. i hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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RosieKim

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Mar 23, 2023
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Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot to me.

I am sorry to hear that. Mind sharing what lead you to it?
feeling incredibly alone. nothing but hurt my whole life. i'm so tired. what about you?
 
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Jan 18, 2026
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Best of luck on your fate, whatever it is. Hope you find comfort
 
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AgathaChristieLover

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Jul 16, 2026
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I know there is very little I can do to help you at this point, but just know I care for you, even though we don't know each other
 

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