Hi everyone,
I am ready to go. I printed my suicide notes. And I am ready to book a hotel room to spend my last days. But, I still have some concerns.
Currently have more than enough Fentanyl powder to kill me (approximately 500mg to 1000mg).
My way of going would be by snorting as much Fentanyl as I can get in (never snorted anything before, so kinda anxious about it).
IV is not an option, cause I'd probably mess that up. I am not sure if mixing it into water and drinking it like that would be a good idea (I'd prefer this though over everything else cause it's so easy)
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Guys, I am really afraid of Fentanyl not giving me a peaceful death like drinking N could.
My concerns with snorting Fentanyl are:
- Will I pass out before having feelings of suffocation?
- Do I need benzodiazepines to fall asleep beforehand?
- Do I need to take antiemetics even when snorting?
- Do I need to make warning signs around my body for the hotel workers cause Fentanyl is so deadly?
I really want to know if attempting with Fentanyl would achieve a peaceful passing like N's A could give me.
And if so, why aren't more people considering Fentanyl instead of N? What's the reason Fentanyl is barely discussed?
Sorry for spamming this forum about Fentanyl, I read the PPeH but unfortunately I am still left with these questions eating my brain.
Thank you in advance.