Feels like i can't die

[SuperioS]

As the title says I somehow feel like I can't die. I tried it a few times and it didn't work, even when I should've died. Basically I remember trying to hang myself once and I was actually passing out on the rope, but waking up confused on the rope and that was the weirdest thing ever

 

[FuneralCry]

To me personally it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish it's straightforward to be gone, trying to die going wrong is what I'd fear. But anyway I wish you the best.