Feeling very stressed out right now.

[HereUntilApril]

Earlier this month, I said I was going to live past 2025. I'm still doing that, but things have turned a bit for the worse. I got the janitor job at LA Fitness, but I'm kind of panicking a bit because I called out of work yesterday because I had a mental health crisis, and my parents were telling me that I might have jeopardized the job now because of that. This is my second week working at LA Fitness. Honestly, I don't really like working as a janitor, but it's the best job I can currently get right now. I would literally crash out if I got fired right now. I also had to leave a friend group because of some drama going on. I also want to get a gaming laptop, but I'm probably not going to get it any time soon because of how expensive they are. I'm in a really weird spot right now, and I kind of fear what will happen next. I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Why does life have to be so damn complicated?

 

[Galam]

Are you poor too? because life is very complicated then. I was born from disabled alcoholic parents and both are more lower-class, they also never really cared about the future of their children. My bigger sister works in health as nurse and owns a car because she was supported but I have nothing. My father abandoned the family as I was 5. Both my parents are losers and I have those genes, the face, odore, the disadvantages from my parents but nobody would give you a compensation for this. From ethical and philosophical view this is wrong. We deserve compensation because nobody was asked if s/he wants to be born in the first place. And nobody wants to be poor, ugly, disabled.

I don't live in africa, india slums or so but germany is not enjoyable without some good money on your bank account(s). No country is, thanks to the elite and middle class people. They would be nothing without their money, they would be losers too, they would be discriminated for the smallest things. They would have no friends, no support and become easly ill, ugly and die. I wish they would lose all their privileges, and suffer.

 

[HereUntilApril]

Are you poor too? because life is very complicated then. I was born from disabled alcoholic parents and both are more lower-class, they also never really cared about the future of their children. My bigger sister works in health as nurse and owns a car because she was supported but I have nothing. My father abandoned the family as I was 5. Both my parents are losers and I have those genes, the face, odore, the disadvantages from my parents but nobody would give you a compensation for this. From ethical and philosophical view this is wrong. We deserve compensation because nobody was asked if s/he wants to be born in the first place. And nobody wants to be poor, ugly, disabled.

I don't live in africa, india slums or so but germany is not enjoyable without some good money on your bank account(s). No country is, thanks to the elite and middle class people. They would be nothing without their money, they would be losers too, they would be discriminated for the smallest things. They would have no friends, no support and become easly ill, ugly and die. I wish they would lose all their privileges, and suffer.

I would say I'm more so broke than poor. I get paid 16.50 an hour, which is minimum wage, but I wouldn't consider it a livable wage in New York. It feels like I need to get a second job to get what I want.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Are you poor too? because life is very complicated then. I was born from disabled alcoholic parents and both are more lower-class, they also never really cared about the future of their children. My bigger sister works in health as nurse and owns a car because she was supported but I have nothing. My father abandoned the family as I was 5. Both my parents are losers and I have those genes, the face, odore, the disadvantages from my parents but nobody would give you a compensation for this. From ethical and philosophical view this is wrong. We deserve compensation because nobody was asked if s/he wants to be born in the first place. And nobody wants to be poor, ugly, disabled.

I don't live in africa, india slums or so but germany is not enjoyable without some good money on your bank account(s). No country is, thanks to the elite and middle class people. They would be nothing without their money, they would be losers too, they would be discriminated for the smallest things. They would have no friends, no support and become easly ill, ugly and die. I wish they would lose all their privileges, and suffer.

I know of poor very well no back account, not even a tenner, beg, fraud, scamming I know of someone like this. Always compared to animals by racists and he keeps on hanging on and clinging on to them like no other. Loooool

He had to live in a basement "his mum snitched on him".

Auntie warned, Dave Dove warned, Sister bitched according to Dave Dove. Suffered abuse and physical abuse, racial abuse, racial mockery, looks mockery and still he begged and knowingly.

Pity, pity, pity is all I can think of.

Lying that he slept with someone who didn't even want him, someone said he is not normal posting this and that " hazviitwi nemhunhu akakwana" still begged to be seen as normal. Maybe that's why he was born with deformity.

He can't sleep, " cast away monitoring sprits" who keep on watching 27/4 for someone who doesn't give a damn about them and tried to make someone he called "avatar " suffer and failed miserably so he had do crawl back and beg for friendship.

The things I see in this world.

He suffers and watch and spiral and cry and cry "run to police" for restraining order whilst being a monitoring spirit to this same person.

Praying for this above soul to get better toll the day he departs this world.

Ps oh friends again . Sounds like the type who would die just because of desperation of "friends".