Venting Feeling too old.

[Unknown21]

I'm turning 22 in November. I feel old. I feel like I've lived a lot of time. I wasn't supposed to live this long.
Recently I have been seeing people younger than me and I feel sad and wonder how I lived all this time. My teenage and childhood years were literally wasted in nothingness.
I wish I could live my age even for a short time, but life has taken everything from me since I was born.
I'm afraid of getting old, and I'm sad about what I missed in life. I should have died a long time ago.

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

I'm older than you but I can relate. It feels like it all slipped past me, and even though I've achieved a lot (on paper at least), it feels like it was all wasted time doing nothing.