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Mayerling86

Mayerling86

Faking a smile is so much easier
Jun 26, 2020
41
@TheRaul95 if you're still reading,come back and tell us how you are. You puked. You may still need medical attention.
Even if you didn't really take it,come back and tell us about it.
Everything is alright,here. Noone will think any less of you.
We understand,you've been driven to this. It wasn't a choice you wanted to have to make.
No one here will ever judge ❤️
 
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Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
379
So,I've enabled "show my online status and activities"
What happens if I leave this page open and go in the lounge for a while?
If you do at some point go in the lounge for a while, let me know and I'll tell you!

Not sure if youd also have to change your laptop settings to prevent the screen from going to lock screen?
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
Safe travels friend! I hope nothing but peace awaits you on the other side.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
It shows you in this thread .. but it is saying 2 mins ago and then 3 mins ago.. it's not saying a moment ago. And I'm leaving the thread and updating to make sure

So,I've enabled "show my online status and activities"
What happens if I leave this page open and go in the lounge for a while?

now it says 4 mins ago

Now it says 7 min ago
 
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Anonymoussn

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May 12, 2020
379
14 mins ago. Strange though because I cant imagine even if something went wrong Raul could have been constantly browsing this thread for the last few hours without going away at all.
 
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Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
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It shows you in this thread .. but it is saying 2 mins ago and then 3 mins ago.. it's not saying a moment ago. And I'm leaving the thread and updating to make sure



now it says 4 mins ago

Now it says 7 min ago

Back. How strange. Unless it's to do with I.E. auto refreshing the page,if he was on a computer.
Am on a smartphone... i did deactivate screenlock.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
I have never seen anyone's account stay logged in and active like this one ... it's really weird.

It should be easy enough to validate. On your Computer, open up a program like fiddler. Validate the network traffic. When you get to a page, clear the fiddler history. If you start getting responses from the website and you aren't doing anything, you can confirm if the site automatically polls.
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
Just got 6.00am over here,and @TheRaul95 staus is still the same
20200630 060635
ETA - Was completely wrong on this. The last time seen ultimately updated to true time last seen. Will leave this as it is...well perhaps of a metaphysical nature.

I truly think they are gone and as awful as it is to say,their computer remains on,open at this page,because noone has found them yet.
The browser has been refreshing the page,or something else was running,causing it to look as though he was activrly viewing.
Or,as @TowerUpright suggests the site auto polls.
It's possible something about me being on a smartphone affected things,even though screenlock was disabled. Display set to "always on"
 
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Just got 6.00am over here,and @TheRaul95 staus is still the same
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I truly think they are gone and as awful as it is to say,their computer remains on,open at this page,because noone has found them yet.
The browser has been refreshing the page,or something else was running,causing it to look as though he was activrly viewing.
No it finally stopped and now says last seen at a specific time rather than seen a moment ago Viewing the thead.
Ya definitely think this was for real :(
 
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Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
No it finally stopped and now says last seen at a specific time rather than seen a moment ago Viewing the thead.
Ya definitely think this was for real :(

We'll never know,sadly. I hope @TheRaul95 has found peace. He was driven to this by health issues.
Screenshot 20200630 063328 Chrome
 
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virginiawoolf86

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Jul 4, 2020
316
Whatever happened, wherever your body/consciousness/mind is now, please know that we all care about you deeply, and we all wish you well @TheRaul95 .

I openheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer...
May you be free of suffering, @TheRaul95 .
May you have mental happiness, @TheRaul95 .
May you have physical happiness, @TheRaul95 .
May you have ease of well being, @TheRaul95 .
When I go can you offer me this prayer?
As someone who admires the Buddhist faith it would bring me some relief.
 
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profoundexperience

You can feel the punishment but you cant commit ts
Jun 29, 2020
436
When I go can you offer me this prayer?
As someone who admires the Buddhist faith it would bring me some relief.
Absolutely, @virginiawoolf86, I offer you the same Buddhist prayer of lovingkindness both for right now -- for this very moment -- and, if you must, for whatever may come... including your going (whenever that may be) and beyond (if anything).

As I said to them, I also say to you, @virginiawoolf86: Please know that we all care about you deeply, and we all wish you well @virginiawoolf86.

It also would be very beneficial if you could also offer yourself this prayer, @virginiawoolf86. If possible, say it aloud to yourself, repeating it thrice... and do that 3 times per day (so 9 times per day total, or more if you need more or feel it working for you). Start with wherever your feelings are, then try to increase your genuine wishes/sentiments/good will towards yourself with each repetition... try to allow yourself to feel the words.

So, now, I wholeheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer...

May you be free of suffering, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have mental happiness, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have physical happiness, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have ease of well being, @virginiawoolf86.
 
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316
Absolutely, @virginiawoolf86, I offer you the same Buddhist prayer of lovingkindness both for right now -- for this very moment -- and, if you must, for whatever may come... including your going (whenever that may be) and beyond (if anything).

As I said to them, I also say to you, @virginiawoolf86: Please know that we all care about you deeply, and we all wish you well @virginiawoolf86.

It also would be very beneficial if you could also offer yourself this prayer, @virginiawoolf86. If possible, say it aloud to yourself, repeating it thrice... and do that 3 times per day (so 9 times per day total, or more if you need more or feel it working for you). Start with wherever your feelings are, then try to increase your genuine wishes/sentiments/good will towards yourself with each repetition... try to allow yourself to feel the words.

So, now, I wholeheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer...

May you be free of suffering, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have mental happiness, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have physical happiness, @virginiawoolf86.
May you have ease of well being, @virginiawoolf86.
Most humble thanks to you, @profoundexperience
 
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