I hope the rapist knows they are a POS and that they lose sleep over it for the rest of their life. A friend who was raped many years ago continues to have severe insomnia and stress at night. They are not open to groups, any type of peer support, or therapy but they take lots of meds and it has only been a little helpful.
Idk if you've already explored outside supports or if you are open to it, but like @Lulzacruel mentioned, there are 24-hour hotlines and online forums to talk to people about what you are going thru, if you want to.