Feeling pushed to attempt with SN, i have to admit the videos I've seen attempting with this method are gruesome

[pinapellicer]

And I'm scared, specially because i don't have benzos and don't think i can get them. I saw maybe 2 videos of people dying being SN that were peaceful, but most have had vomiting. Maybe vomiting is not painful per se, but it does make it pretty gruesome, and people did seem to be in discomfort. Can someone encourage me some? Maybe through private messaging.
Those who plan to attempt soon with SN, are you affraid?

 

[SMxj9]

i'll do it in 2 months, i'm a bit anxious, will try to get benzos. we can chat if you want, but i don't like encouraging someone to do the same.

 

[Supplicium]

And I'm scared, specially because i don't have benzos and don't think i can get them. I saw maybe 2 videos of people dying being SN that were peaceful, but most have had vomiting. Maybe vomiting is not painful per se, but it does make it pretty gruesome, and people did seem to be in discomfort. Can someone encourage me some? Maybe through private messaging.
Those who plan to attempt soon with SN, are you affraid?

I never watched any video but I'm curious ? I also considered SN. I don't mind vomiting since I don't identify myself to that body which is only the vessel of my spirit I don't mind what happen to my body when i'm gone and lying on vomit. But I don't want to agonize for like 40 minutes until to the point of having regrets while I'm doing it. That's kinda scary.

 

[sickofeverything]

I've never seen videos but if it's anything like raw aconite it was extremely painful, threw up, pain for hours and sadly still here

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

they stole nembutal from us so what else can we do? idk i think some animals can still get nembutal but not humans we have to suffer

 

[ih34rty0u]

i am extremely scared that SN symptoms will make me panic when the realization hits. i don't want my SI to make me call for help and end up in the psych ward.

i know my regrets would be purely out of fear, i don't really have anything to live for anymore - i wanna die, i NEED to die. i have to save myself from experiencing more pain.

i have no meto but im gonna be using benzos and propranolol, but tbh i don't know if it'd actually make much difference. i hope it will at least make me pass out sooner.

the process of dying is so scary, i overdosed on meds and experienced alcohol poisonings in the past, but none of it was strictly a suicide attempt. nothing can compare to drinking an actual poison. i think SN is also quite unique.

i wonder if i will even realize that im losing consciousnes. ive heard that in the videos, when the worst symptoms (like convulsing) kick in, those people are already unaware of whats happening.

i wish there was a way to stop being scared and just drink it so causally… but it's easier said than done. i think i would have to enter an extreme, long depressive episode for my brain to stop caring about SI.

 

[gardenhouse]

And I'm scared, specially because i don't have benzos and don't think i can get them. I saw maybe 2 videos of people dying being SN that were peaceful, but most have had vomiting. Maybe vomiting is not painful per se, but it does make it pretty gruesome, and people did seem to be in discomfort. Can someone encourage me some? Maybe through private messaging.
Those who plan to attempt soon with SN, are you affraid?

You're not alone, benzo is required to knock you off unconscious, gosh i wish it was esst to get benzo, not only not easy but a high amount is also required

 

[pinapellicer]

You're not alone, benzo is required to knock you off unconscious, gosh i wish it was esst to get benzo, not only not easy but a high amount is also required

It sounds like you will be unconcious after 15 minutes regardless lf benzos tho.

 

[rkk3]

im not really scared but i dont like how i dont have more time alone

 

[gardenhouse]

It sounds like you will be unconcious after 15 minutes regardless lf benzos

It sounds like you will be unconcious after 15 minutes regardless lf benzos tho.

35 according to pph book, powerful benzo will knock u off in 10 to 15 mins and you will not feel anything, that's the goal

 

[pinapellicer]

35 according to pph book, powerful benzo will knock u off in 10 to 15 mins and you will not feel anything, that's the goal

This is from the pph book, they estimate 12 minutes. But idk if this is with benzos or just the SN.

 

[gardenhouse]

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This is from the pph book, they estimate 12 minutes. But idk if this is with benzos or just the SN.

I believe this is with benzos, as all the drug induced methods in the book contains benzos