Livingvsdying25

Livingvsdying25

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
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I feel like even the desire to want to do something comes with so much for me. Like it's never "this thing is fun, relaxing, something I wanna do lemme just do it." Nahhh it comes with like a thousand fucking fucking things to consider and just gets tiring.

Try to stay on a more positive mindset as to not constantly self implode buttt yeahhh... feeling tired today with how much energy that takes.

I don't have much to say. Started the day relatively o-k but rn? Nah not really honestly. Not really at all...


Just low and thinking about CTB. Not much new. Things in life as usual are generally ok but the usual health issues and such struggles.
 
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