I'm having an horrendous time at the moment, and feel my only means of escape would be to end it!! But the guilt I feel for ruining the lives of those left behind leaves me in a real dilemma!! I also have a horse who I'm at Witts end with of who would look after him if I wasn't hear anymore and my beloved dog. Some points I feel sod it and sod them with the humans that is, but I can't escape the guilt of leaving my Animals, I have thought do I take them with me, but not sure I can do it!!!
