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ctbsd24

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I feel like I could have/should have ctb'd years ago but I'm being pulled in three directions in my mind: (1) the desire to ctb; (2) the guilt over leaving behind friends/family/pets who would never understand my decision; and (3) a weirder guilt over abandoning responsibilities in my professional life. I'm totally nuts lol.
 
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TennTrixie

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Aug 31, 2024
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I get this, except #3. I got over that professional life guilt lol
 
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Tired_of_myself

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Jan 2, 2024
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the #2 really gets me, i feel like this can traumatize my family and wife…
My #3 would be fear of doing something wrong and survive… one time i took too many pills and went parcially blind and deaf for weeks of the intoxication and it was really scared… the plan has to be perfect and this scares me
 
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