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stargazer
Arcanist
- Nov 19, 2018
- 433
I'm really feeling it now. It's surreal and magical almost, knowing I'll be dead in about 24-28 hours or so from now.
Unless I fail miserably (which is not going to happen, one way or another, I'm getting out of here).
Wow.
If at first you don't succeed try, try, try again, is the old saying.
Does anyone else get this sort of excited feeling in the lead up (if you ignore any anxiety or fear or SI) it's really an amazing feeling.
I guess it's relief too. Relief that I'll be out of this crap world soon. The imagining of my ideal afterlife helps too, even for just practical reasons.
This really is a surreal, awesome feeling washing over me. I just have to maintain it over the fear or anxiety.
I'm loving it (lol).
Unless I fail miserably (which is not going to happen, one way or another, I'm getting out of here).
Wow.
If at first you don't succeed try, try, try again, is the old saying.
Does anyone else get this sort of excited feeling in the lead up (if you ignore any anxiety or fear or SI) it's really an amazing feeling.
I guess it's relief too. Relief that I'll be out of this crap world soon. The imagining of my ideal afterlife helps too, even for just practical reasons.
This really is a surreal, awesome feeling washing over me. I just have to maintain it over the fear or anxiety.
I'm loving it (lol).
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