Feeling dissatisfied with everything, even things I once loved.

[SMmetalhead36]

I've lost interest in everything that I love. I feel like I'm not good enough to do anything and I believe I have no value in life. I'm coming to terms with the fact that I'm not going to be satisfied or happy with anything in this life. The good things that used to happen are only short lived and it's like the misery is forever. The only time I'm happy is when I'm drinking or away from people. I've lost interest in living. I've isolated from close to everyone because I fear getting betrayed. The shit that happens around me everyday is pushing me closer to CTB. At this point, I just want out. Sorry if I'm all over the place with this post, but I'm typing this drunk.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Same.
I take no pleasure in anything anymore and have isolated myself for a while now.
Depression just sucks the life out of me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you eventually find the freedom you search for, it's really understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering existing brings.