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nonliv

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Aug 30, 2024
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I'm in the mental hospital and for a couple of days I've been just thinking about how it would have been better if I had died. Everything was in place, but I guess my dose of medicine was too low. I don't want to continue living. Job finding, finishing school, trying to get better from my ocd, it's all too much for me and I feel awful for not being dead. Anyone else relate?
 
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Yes though my attempts haven't been serious enough. But I regret them failing. And not having found some way by now.
Assisted suicide should be legal.
 
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nonliv

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Aug 30, 2024
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Yes though my attempts haven't been serious enough. But I regret them failing. And not having found some way by now.
Assisted suicide should be legal.
Absolutely, especially in this economy. I think I'm too damaged to live a full happy fulfilling life. I hope you find piece and I'm sorry you have to also try and die just so you can stop the awfulness of life, wish you the best
 

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