Feel like shit

[yyytry]

No family. No friends locally.
I live in a trapped situation. Can't get out. It's been five years.

My pet is older and I hope he stays with me forever. But when he leaves, I'm going to fucking lose my shit.
All of this pain and sheer rage is gonna come pouring out.
Nothing will stop me from kicking off that chair.

I can't take it anymore here. I hate it. I hate this fucking life.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

My pet recently died. It what made me sure of my decision to CTB. I wish they could be here forever...

 

[yyytry]

My pet recently died. It what made me sure of my decision to CTB. I wish they could be here forever...

Real sorry to hear that, I hope that when we leave this shithole, we go to a place where we can at least experience our pets again. Not some other round of life, etc..

 

[AllFoxedOut]

Real sorry to hear that, I hope that when we leave this shithole, we go to a place where we can at least experience our pets again. Not some other round of life, etc..

Thank you. It'll be hard for you when the time comes but just try to be at least glad you gave them a good life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering as I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here. Existing undeniably is so dreadful.

 

[90starve]

No family. No friends locally.
I live in a trapped situation. Can't get out. It's been five years.

My pet is older and I hope he stays with me forever. But when he leaves, I'm going to fucking lose my shit.
All of this pain and sheer rage is gonna come pouring out.
Nothing will stop me from kicking off that chair.

I can't take it anymore here. I hate it. I hate this fucking life.

im so sorry that you feel so alone - i can relate. im thinking of you <3

 

[The anhedonic one]

Pets are amazing friends.
The vast majority of people are definitely not amazing friends.
Pets give unconditional love.
People betray and judge you.