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shinigami_1992
Member
- Jun 16, 2024
- 60
I am led in life to situation, by NHS abuse and mistreatment of me(they prevented me from reporting real life, serious and violent crimes commited to myself where I was victim and am left out of pocket tens thousands of pounds; where I am of extremly ill health due to their negligence and my condition deteriorated to point where I do not see myself going) that suicide seems like only reasonable, sane, feasible option.
I waited. I waited all 2023. I told myself maybe something will change in 2024. Maybe help will arrive. Nothing arrived, no change, continous suffering-physical and psychological. No relief. No support. Nobody cares.
I accidentally deleted what exactly nhs did to me and I will post it further here, in other posts but I am so tired. I want to go sleep forever.
I care about others, always did, so be careful and do not give me any advices-do not put self in legal trouble, although I ultimately will state how I wish to go. NHS has ruined my health, my employment, my friendships. Everything is gone. Everything, everybody, money and criminals walk free, have life, party on my dime
also, I forgot to tick I wish updates to my email-if anybody knows how to do it after posting thread, I will appreciate
I like life. But once i lost job, lost my pet cat, lost friends-nothing is same. New friends did not come, job situation is not that great. Finances-could be always worse, but considering how hard I worked my whole life, if criminals did not happen and were reported couldbe significantly better especially due to my current, high health needs which I can;t fulfil and it fuels suffering.
If it was up to me, if I was financially 'fine, fine' I need, for this month alone around 300 for physiotherapy(and it should be regular, monthly affair), further 80-90 for new crutches, and I need kitchen appliance for chopping veg as my body gave up.
I waited. I waited all 2023. I told myself maybe something will change in 2024. Maybe help will arrive. Nothing arrived, no change, continous suffering-physical and psychological. No relief. No support. Nobody cares.
I accidentally deleted what exactly nhs did to me and I will post it further here, in other posts but I am so tired. I want to go sleep forever.
I care about others, always did, so be careful and do not give me any advices-do not put self in legal trouble, although I ultimately will state how I wish to go. NHS has ruined my health, my employment, my friendships. Everything is gone. Everything, everybody, money and criminals walk free, have life, party on my dime
also, I forgot to tick I wish updates to my email-if anybody knows how to do it after posting thread, I will appreciate
I like life. But once i lost job, lost my pet cat, lost friends-nothing is same. New friends did not come, job situation is not that great. Finances-could be always worse, but considering how hard I worked my whole life, if criminals did not happen and were reported couldbe significantly better especially due to my current, high health needs which I can;t fulfil and it fuels suffering.
If it was up to me, if I was financially 'fine, fine' I need, for this month alone around 300 for physiotherapy(and it should be regular, monthly affair), further 80-90 for new crutches, and I need kitchen appliance for chopping veg as my body gave up.
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