Venting Fear of pictures being released after

[falseflagoperation]

Basically yeah, as the title says the fear of pictures of me being on the local news/social media/or wherever is preventing me from actually doing it. I know it's irrational maybe but I am just so self-conscious about what people would say regarding my looks even though these people have seen me irl. During school in my last couple years I had gained a good amount of weight and there aren't any new public pictures of me currently after losing the weight I had gained. There's just no flattering pictures of me anywhere tbh it doesn't help I am just plainly unattractive. I just wonder if anyone else worries about this?

 

[Inner]

Yeah I can definitely relate. For me it's not really the idea of being photographed, it's my body being seen at all. In short I want to look like I'm asleep, but that probably isn't likely. At the same time though, I wouldn't be there to do anything about it. As far as I know <insert personal beliefs> I'll already be starting another life.

 

[violetforever]

im a private person and extremely self conscious over my looks so as stupid as it is, i really do worry about this too.