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Tired
Member
- Mar 28, 2018
- 10
Does anyone else want to seek help but is terrified of even mentioning being suicidal under threat of inprisonment? It was drilled into my head as a child if I mentioned being suicidal again they would have me locked up in a hospital. Since then I still haven't trusted anyone with this information. I want to say something but I feel I can't trust either my therapist or boyfriend and hotlines for sure call the police on you.
The only place I felt talking about this was r/ss but that was shutdown sending a clear message about what they think about us. If I make a post on any other support forum I get the same regurgitated feel good bullshit that only serves to make the poster feel better and solves nothing.
Sometimes I just want to scream but I keep silent and put on a smile lest I dare make anyone uncomfortable.
The only place I felt talking about this was r/ss but that was shutdown sending a clear message about what they think about us. If I make a post on any other support forum I get the same regurgitated feel good bullshit that only serves to make the poster feel better and solves nothing.
Sometimes I just want to scream but I keep silent and put on a smile lest I dare make anyone uncomfortable.