Fear of hope

[Bluebells]

Hii Im new, idk how to work around it so I'll be blunt. I'm afraid of living yet I do want to, solely for others. Personally I wouldn't. But what if after deciding to stay, it ends up worse again?
Any views will be taken with value , thanks <3

 

[Ash]

Hi, welcome to the site.

If you hang around a bit longer, you can at least call it a day later on, but if you choose suicide now, there's no coming back from a successful attempt. Only do it if you're 100% certain. That's my opinion, anyway.

(Edited for piss poor proof reading the first time around )

 

[abchia]

Hey, welcome, I agree that there is no rush to make any decisions at all right now. It's your life, you're in charge and you only get one so take as much time as you need .

 

[Bluebells]

Hi, welcome to the site.

If you hang around a bit longer, your at least have to call it a day later on, but if you choose suicide now, there's no coming back from a successful attempt. Only do it if you're 100% certain. That's my opinion, anyway.

Thank you.
I am attempted before. And I was always certain I wouldn't go past a certain age. Rn though, due to other things, id like to see what else would happen but I am terribly afraid of being back where i started as well. I've loved whatever I read on here so I shall see where it goes :)

Hey, welcome, I agree that there is no rush to make any decisions at all right now. It's your life, you're in charge and you only get one so take as much time as you need .

Thank you.
Having time is comforting but also scary. But yes, no rush at all. I needed that :)