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żółć

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Oct 3, 2024
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Is it strange that I don't want to die alone? I'd like someone to be with me, so I wouldn't be so afraid, to reassure me and tell me everything will be alright. I'd love to have someone close and trusted by my side, but ultimately, even a complete stranger, but someone kind and understanding that it's not a tragedy, but freedom would be fine. I simply hate being alone then, not death, but the loneliness of it all.
 
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Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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I've lived most of my life alone, and I'm sure I will die alone. The good news is that is the last thing I will have to do alone.
 
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naookoo128

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Jul 13, 2025
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Not strange at all. "I dont want to die alone" is probably a phrase that has been spoken many many times. Altough, I think we mostly mean "I dont want to live alone" by that... But even for the last moment, someone to look in the eyes, to hold hands, to cry with, it would be good, indeed. I could not be the one I think, only if death is completely certain for a friend or a family member, maybe then, but it would cost me a lot of willpower.
 
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Oct 12, 2024
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Is it strange that I don't want to die alone? I'd like someone to be with me, so I wouldn't be so afraid, to reassure me and tell me everything will be alright. I'd love to have someone close and trusted by my side, but ultimately, even a complete stranger, but someone kind and understanding that it's not a tragedy, but freedom would be fine. I simply hate being alone then, not death, but the loneliness of it all.
I want exactly the same it would be a little bit easier but I can't find anyone I am in France I want to die with someone besides me with the same state of mind :(
 
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Yeah I was thinking some of the last feelings a person can have is loneliness, and abandonment. Because nobody can actually go with you. Oddly when I went I didn't feel that. I felt pissed at the world, and was glad to be leaving.
 

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