fear of death is something funny

[NothingElseMatters]

we can't kill ourselves even though we want it. the more I live, the more I'm sure suicide is my only option left, but still, here I am.

 

[hahabye]

It's nature's cruel joke equipping us with both survival instinct AND self-awareness. What a complex! We got bamboozled

 

[signifying nothing]

Existential tensions - the will to live balanced by the will to die.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think the only advatange I have is that I don't give a damn about the eternal nothingness, hell or afterlife.

However, I'm really a coward and hate pain so, here I am lol.

 

[Tiredofhurting]

I put myself in dangerous situations. Doing shit that would hurt me bad if I failed. The rush of adrenalin..

 

[nopointofliving]

I think the only advatange I have is that I don't give a damn about the eternal nothingness, hell or afterlife.

However, I'm really a coward and hate pain so, here I am lol.

I can relate

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

for some reason I'm scared of eternal nothingness

 

[FuneralCry]

I know how you feel. I want death and I embrace the fact that there is another side to all this, I believe there is nothing there. However I am scared of most CTB methods. The thing that is holding me back is I have to do the act myself. That is what I fear. Death is so close and yet so far.

 

[Sunset Limited]

It's nature's cruel joke equipping us with both survival instinct AND self-awareness. What a complex! We got bamboozled

Strong expression.

 

[motel rooms]

I think the only advatange I have is that I don't give a damn about the eternal nothingness, hell or afterlife.

I tell ya, Jesus blessed my little brain so hard when I read his story & he made it impossible for me to believe in his superpowers, his Daddy & heaven & hell... Thank ya, Jesus!

 

[WornOutLife]

I tell ya, Jesus blessed my little brain so hard when I read his story & he made it impossible for me to believe in his superpowers, his Daddy & heaven & hell... Thank ya, Jesus!

I think that "Jesus" existed but got some awesome mushrooms and shared them with some people and thus, that's how the Bible was born lol.

 

[motel rooms]

I think that "Jesus" existed but got some awesome mushrooms and shared them with some people and thus, that's how the Bible was born lol.

Oh, Jesus definitely existed, but the poor guy probably had schizophrenia/delusions of grandeur & he was genuinely surprised when his Daddy didn't save him from those mean Romans.
I would also like to use this opportunity to insult the Prophet Muhammad by informing everyone that this -
is a blasphemous drawing of his face that I made. Also, I once drew a picture of the Prophet making sweet love to an attractive young camel. Oh, yeah, I am a filthy homosexual pig/dog as well. Please contact me if you wish to behead me in the name of Allah!

 

[Death is beautiful]

Oh, Jesus definitely existed, but the poor guy probably had schizophrenia/delusions of grandeur & he was genuinely surprised when his Daddy didn't save him from those mean Romans.
I would also like to use this opportunity to insult the Prophet Muhammad by informing everyone that this -
is a blasphemous drawing of his face that I made. Also, I once drew a picture of the Prophet making sweet love to an attractive young camel. Oh, yeah, I am a filthy homosexual pig/dog as well. Please contact me if you wish to behead me in the name of Allah!

Damn.....

 

[motel rooms]

Damn.....

I remember the day I wrote that. I was mad at an Arab guy for giving me a really lame blowjob.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I remember the day I wrote that. I was mad at an Arab guy for giving me a really lame blowjob.

lmao

 

[DoodleBug]

I remember the day I wrote that. I was mad at an Arab guy for giving me a really lame blowjob.

Still:



Sigh, methods of my choosing is hopefully a 100 percent guarantee, but, after my anhedonic episodes, I tend to fixate on the morbid certainty that this brings x) Thus, anxiety about everything swallows the scene and I pretend Im just vibin'

Im afraid I will be afraid at the end, so it all seems a little bit silly sometimes