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maggineko

maggineko

Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
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I really fell in love with Hold On Till May by Pierce the Veil. May was the month I went with my best friend to a live rock show, and before that, we kept saying to each other "Hold on till May!" It was truly the best day ever, ingrained into my memory 🩵

But when I dont feel any hope and don't want to feel hopeful, and just want to wallow in my own sadness and fantasise about ctb, I loop My Meds Aren't Working. Truly recommend.

If anyone wants to talk to me, what are your favourite ctb related songs?
 
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boyafraid

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Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
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I will definitely check these out (:

My favorite ctb song is I'm So Tired by Fugazi!!
 
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Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
16
I will definitely check these out (:

My favorite ctb song is I'm So Tired by Fugazi!!
Just gave it a listen! It reminds me of the Carpenters; a warm but unbearably lonely feeling. Thank you for sharing!
 
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