Fastest way to CTB, with stuff from home? I need info fast please

[WorthlessSoul]

I can't afford to buy any special toxics or such, which way is the fastest to go from home? I don't care if it's painful, just a fast way, please.
I have a lot of p!lls, but I don't know what amount would be enough since i already tried once and failed and was hospitalised.
I'm really scared of failing and bein hospitalised, please, I need something fast that will work.
Also, I see a lot of people saying gun, I don't have one, no way to get one, they are illegal in my country.

 

[j0n4th4n]

check the PPH to see what methods are viable. without knowing what you can and can't have access to, i'm afraid i can't be of much help.

 

[MusicGuy]

If you have access to a high enough point you could jump. I recommend you check the PPH and some threads around here

 

[FuneralCry]

Overdosing on lots of easily accessible pills isn't a reliable suicide method, if people could easily ctb in such a way then the pills would just be restricted as this society is so incredibly anti-suicide after all. And suicide simply isn't straightforward in this world, but if you are looking for information about methods then there is the suicide resource complination on here, best wishes, I hope you find the freedom you search for as I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I have a lot of p!lls, but I don't know what amount

It is unreliable, they are probably way too weak.

I can't afford to buy any special toxics or such

SN is cheap depending on your country.

I'm really scared of failing and bein hospitalised

I also hate that evil pro lifers I wasn't traumatized by my past attempts but I was traumatized how they mentally tortured me in psych wards.

check the PPH to see what methods are viable. without knowing what you can and can't have access to, i'm afraid i can't be of much help.

PPH isn't up to date on all methods, for example on the opioids od guide they don't even list strong rc's even though they are imo the best opioids to overdose on.

 

[WorthlessSoul]

SN is cheap depending on your country.

Honestly, it isn't that expensive, I'm just not educated enough on buying it. On google it says that it's legal to be bought, but I never bought anything like such so I'm worried if they will actually sell it to me. I guess I will try, the least I can do is try to buy it.

I was traumatized how they mentally tortured me in psych wards.

I understand and I'm deeply sorry that you had to go through that too. I'm seriously traumatised from failed attempts since the psych wards are really abusive and don't care for your mental health, they only ruin it.

And thank you all for the advice and replies, as I said I'll try buying SN and do some research on methods, if I never update again, I won. Good luck to everyone else.

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

I'd say partial suspension. You can do it with just about anything like pairs of leggings tied to something, but it isn't all that reliable, depends how well you can hit the sweet spot

 

[liljeep]

You could try SWB? Involves no rope, pills, blood, etc https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/

 

[HopefulSleep]

Honestly, it isn't that expensive, I'm just not educated enough on buying it. On google it says that it's legal to be bought, but I never bought anything like such so I'm worried if they will actually sell it to me. I guess I will try, the least I can do is try to buy it.

You can buy it from poland they ship to eu but I can't give you the exact sources since you are way too new sorry.

I understand and I'm deeply sorry that you had to go through that too. I'm seriously traumatised from failed attempts since the psych wards are really abusive and don't care for your mental health, they only ruin it.

And thank you all for the advice and replies, as I said I'll try buying SN and do some research on methods, if I never update again, I won. Good luck to everyone else.

It is literally a torture method to be locked into a white room without anything and how they look at you at night when you try to sleep like an animal in a cave and how they talked to me like if they were something better.

I'd say partial suspension. You can do it with just about anything like pairs of leggings tied to something, but it isn't all that reliable, depends how well you can hit the sweet spot

I never got that to work so I will go with sn.

You could try SWB? Involves no rope, pills, blood, etc https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/

Doesn't drowning feel really painful?

 

[liljeep]

Doesn't drowning feel really painful?

The thread says the person should pass out before they feel the sensation of drowning, because of the hyperventilation beforehand.

 

[HopefulSleep]

The thread says the person should pass out before they feel the sensation of drowning, because of the hyperventilation beforehand.

Is it really that easy?
Then I could ctb right now just in bath

 

[liljeep]

Is it really that easy?
Then I could ctb right now just in bath

It should be that easy as long as you aren't interrupted during the hyperventilation or for a few mins after going unconscious

 

[HopefulSleep]

It should be that easy as long as you aren't interrupted during the hyperventilation or for a few mins after going unconscious

I don't understand how I can hyperventilate?

 

[liljeep]

I don't understand how I can hyperventilate?

There's different methods online of forcing hyperventilation if you look it up. But basically, breathe in and out of your nose very rapidly, until you feel dizzy... as fast as you can, while you are in the bath. Then when you're good and dizzy, lay down with your mouth/nose under the water and you will go unconscious before your brain has time to tell you to breathe.

 

[HopefulSleep]

There's different methods online of forcing hyperventilation if you look it up. But basically, breathe in and out of your nose very rapidly, until you feel dizzy... as fast as you can, while you are in the bath. Then when you're good and dizzy, lay down with your mouth/nose under the water and you will go unconscious before your brain has time to tell you to breathe.

How will it feel in the water then?

 

[liljeep]

How will it feel in the water then?

It should only be a second of feeling the water on your face. You shouldn't be conscious enough long enough to feel that you are drowning or have the time to sit back up. It should be very fast if you're properly hyperventilated.

 

[Irishman]

I tried with pills
Didn't feel any pain, not before losing consciousness nor after waking up after a week in coma
You need the correct meds and dosage
The idea is to lose consciousness and cause a respiratory failure

EDIT: one more thing. Don't tell anyone when you go for it. Failing to do so may cause you a lot of headache in the future.

 

[suicidalloser]

check the PPH to see what methods are viable. without knowing what you can and can't have access to, i'm afraid i can't be of much help.

no—check the resource thread here