LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
So, tonight is the night. I had two previous nights planned, but my health issues got in the way. Thankfully, my body has been cooperating today, so I will start taking my meds in 2.5 hours and drinking my SN an hour after that (midnight CST.)

I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.

My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best! 💙
 
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DreamEnd

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Good luck, keep us posted about the effects if you want, all information is valuable. Have a safe journey
 
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GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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just_so_done

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Apr 16, 2023
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I'm so glad you were able to find such a kind and welcoming community of people who understand and support you. I'm sorry for all of your suffering but I hope you find the peace you're looking for 🤍
 
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uniqueusername39

Student
Mar 7, 2023
186
I'm sorry you have been pushed into this corner, but I am glad you're at peace with something now, even if that is with death. With your consent, receive my tightest virtual hugs. You won't suffer any longer.
 
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Gonnerr

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Good luck , i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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Zegers

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Dec 15, 2021
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May we find wellness✨
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Next stop... Deep rest, eternal peace and nothingness. I hope to be joining you soon.

Love and respect 🙏
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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So, tonight is the night. I had two previous nights planned, but my health issues got in the way. Thankfully, my body has been cooperating today, so I will start taking my meds in 2.5 hours and drinking my SN an hour after that (midnight CST.)

I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.

My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best! 💙
Can you tell about your other two failed attempts (what method you used ), if you can

Love and respect
 
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searchingpeace

searchingpeace

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May 2, 2023
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I hope it's painless and without discomfort. Ill be joining you soon
 
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Slark

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Apr 30, 2023
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I hope it all right. May your journey be peaceful and you find peace! I'm also happy to live with amazing people like you!
 
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Rocket

Rocket

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Oct 12, 2022
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It's been a joy and honor to know you, you have a beautiful soul. I hope our friend is there to meet you. You deserve what your heart desires and I'm sending peace and lots of love as you begin your journey. Thank you for your friendship, will be looking for you near "the second star to the right". Blessings and white light, dear friend. :heart:

Peter Pan - Main Title Music (The Second Star to the Right)


 
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PuppyinPain

PuppyinPain

I’m trying to hate you
May 3, 2023
34
So, tonight is the night. I had two previous nights planned, but my health issues got in the way. Thankfully, my body has been cooperating today, so I will start taking my meds in 2.5 hours and drinking my SN an hour after that (midnight CST.)

I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.

My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best! 💙
Wishing the most peaceful ride, goodbye 💜💜
 
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Gonnerr

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If you are that tired of life , you deserve that escape.
 
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LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
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Good luck, keep us posted about the effects if you want, all information is valuable. Have a safe journey
I wish I could stay online and update everyone about the SN experience after I drink it. I know that kind of information is invaluable here. But I'm afraid I will have to sign off and wipe my devices beforehand so that if I (God forbid) fail, there won't be any trace of SS for people to find. I can tell you, though, that I got my SN through CCS and am following Stan's Stat regimen. I will be taking metoclopramide, acetaminophen, and lorazepam beforehand. I hope that helps some. Thank you for your support!

I'm sorry you have been pushed into this corner, but I am glad you're at peace with something now, even if that is with death. With your consent, receive my tightest virtual hugs. You won't suffer any longer.
Thank you for the hugs and support!! (Hugs) back! :heart:

Can you tell about your other two failed attempts (what method you used ), if you can

Love and respect
Tried OD'ing on sleeping pills. Even tried a bunch of pills and promethazine for nausea, but I vomited them up in my sleep. And, obviously, I didn't asphyxiate on the vomit, so pills are definitely NOT the way to go. Thank you for your support!
It's been a joy and honor to know you, you have a beautiful soul. I hope our friend is there to meet you. You deserve what your heart desires and I'm sending peace and lots of love as you begin your journey. Thank you for your friendship, will be looking for you near "the second star to the right". Blessings and white light, dear friend. :heart:

Peter Pan - Main Title Music (The Second Star to the Right)



There's not much I can say that I haven't already said to you in our chat, but I wanted to respond to your message. It's been such a honor to know you. I could never put into words what your friendship and support has meant to me. I hate that us needing SS is what brought us (and our other friend) together, but I'm so very grateful for it. You are a true blessing to this world. I will be sure to pass along your messages.

:heart::heart:
 
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miserabletires9

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Mar 27, 2023
158
"there won't be any trace of SS for people to find"

Be it success or not, why does it matter, let's say the law enforcement find SS?
 
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Rocket

Rocket

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Oct 12, 2022
60
My turn to cry, thank you for the beautiful message. You are so right, it's so sad that SS brings us together, but the support and love in the family means the world. I'm honored to know you and to give you any positive energy and comfort that I can, you're such a beautiful soul and I am positive you'll be seeing our friend and the pup and hopefully can pass my messages along. God Bless You and sending so much love. :heart:
 
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LateForTheBus

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Feb 7, 2023
228
"there won't be any trace of SS for people to find"

Be it success or not, why does it matter, let's say the law enforcement find SS?
If I'm unsuccessful and end up found and in the hospital or something, I just don't want my family knowing about SS. I don't care about law enforcement.
 
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Embalmer

Embalmer

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Apr 29, 2023
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So, tonight is the night. I had two previous nights planned, but my health issues got in the way. Thankfully, my body has been cooperating today, so I will start taking my meds in 2.5 hours and drinking my SN an hour after that (midnight CST.)

I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.

My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best! 💙
You seem like such a genuine and caring individual, I'm so sorry your struggles led you here. I wish you the absolute best in whatever path you may take.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

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Sep 19, 2022
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Goodbye. I hope that it will be a painless and peaceful journey.
 
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Rocket

Rocket

Member
Oct 12, 2022
60
You are so right, Imegelic, she's a beautiful soul. We've had wonderful conversations. This decision is carefully thought out and peaceful. Even with all she's going through, she's provided me with wisdom and comfort with my struggles. Anyone connecting with her has been very lucky. While selfishly I wish she'd stay, this is the right thing and we should all send white light and peaceful energy for her journey. Love to all.
 
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_smile_

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Jun 26, 2022
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Good luck to you my dear 💜 I wish you eternal peace.
 
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sadToast

sadToast

2 slits im gone in the endless abyss
Apr 25, 2023
34
good luck and may you go in peace <3
 
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endofafoxtwo

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May 1, 2023
151
rip
 
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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
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I hope you succeed in your plans and to will find your peace.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

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Apr 16, 2023
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Good luck man. Im sorry it had to come to this. Ill be joining you soon. Safe travels.
 
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FundamentalAspect

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Apr 8, 2023
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Whatever happens, I wish you the very best and hope that you find some peace and a release from the pain you are in. Good luck.
 
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terminatepain

terminatepain

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Apr 27, 2023
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Goodby
 
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Linda

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I hope you find peace. Good luck.
 
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