LateForTheBus
Experienced
- Feb 7, 2023
- 228
So, tonight is the night. I had two previous nights planned, but my health issues got in the way. Thankfully, my body has been cooperating today, so I will start taking my meds in 2.5 hours and drinking my SN an hour after that (midnight CST.)
I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.
My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best!
I joined SS mainly for my own education. I have two previous failed attempts, so I wanted to make sure the third attempt was finally the successful one. I never imagined that I would find such a welcoming, supportive group of people whom I've come to think of as friends and family. We're all in this miserable journey together, and I can't thank you enough for the knowledge you've shared and for giving me a place to share my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgement. My wish for all of you is that you find peace, whether in this life or in whatever comes after. You are all wonderful people and deserve serenity after suffering so much in this world.
My cell phone is on a family plan, so I only access SS on my laptop. I will be checking in periodically over the next few hours but will need to sign off and wipe my computer and cell phone before drinking my SN. But I will try to reply to as many messages as possible before then. Thank you all again, and I wish you all the best!