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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
555
I asked my brother if I could stay at his place for a few days as I'm seriously shrugging
He knows I've bought a rope
He knows I want to die
He knows my life is truly not worth living
Yet he's not interested in helping me outside of keeping my house tidy and clean one day a week
He's got his domestic bliss and he ain't gonna disturb that for 5 seconds
Maybe it's revenge for childhood stuff ?
Maybe he wants our imminent inheritance to himself?

You can't overestimate how ruthless some people are nowadays
 
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fujikofujiko

😔
Jan 26, 2026
27
It sucks but so does having people who care about you.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Arcanist
Dec 10, 2025
402
family sometimes can be worse than most other people.
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
388
i can totally understand you. my family doesn't care at all, my parents never liked me, they don't give a fuck if i die
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
954
Whenever I tell how suicidal and depressed I feel, my mother and father don't do anything to comfort me, instead they scold me and say that I brought down this depression on myself somehow :(
Thanks a lot mom and dad. Oh and my mother often says that she wish she never gave birth to me and that I'm a freak. Why a freak, because I have Asperger's and I behave differently compared to other people.
 
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dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
148
They refuse to help you when you're alive but you know they'll make your death about them
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
555
I've again asked my brother to let me stay at his home until the clocks change, (end of March)

He's again said no.
I'm afraid I now see it as a green light for self deletion.

People really suck nowadays, don't they ? 💩💩💩
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
420
I asked my brother if I could stay at his place for a few days as I'm seriously shrugging
He knows I've bought a rope
He knows I want to die
He knows my life is truly not worth living
Yet he's not interested in helping me outside of keeping my house tidy and clean one day a week
He's got his domestic bliss and he ain't gonna disturb that for 5 seconds
Maybe it's revenge for childhood stuff ?
Maybe he wants our imminent inheritance to himself?

You can't overestimate how ruthless some people are nowadays
Forgive me and no offense but you have your own house but you want to stay at your brother's place? What am I missing?
 
LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
555
Forgive me and no offense but you have your own house but you want to stay at your brother's place? What am I missing?
Basically I suffer chronic social isolation and don't want to be alone at the moment
I find winter incredibly tough to get through
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
420
Basically I suffer chronic social isolation and don't want to be alone at the moment
I find winter incredibly tough to get through
Ahhhh got ya. Thanks for explaining
 
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chudcell

chudcell

BPD + attachment issues :/
Feb 20, 2026
50
That's a shame! ;-; Im sorry your family doesn't seem to care about your situation. You dont deserve that, not one bit.
 
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