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Kawika12

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Jan 8, 2023
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The reason I have to end my life is because I'm being framed by a corrupt cop of committing a horrible crime. This is anonymous so I have no reason to lie when I tell you that I'm completely innocent. If/when I'm convicted of this crime I could go to prison for the rest of my life.

My autism and anxiety disorders are so bad that I can't go to public venues, certainly not court hearings. My computer was taken by a SWAT team so evidence could easily be planted. I'm sure it already has. An article has been printed about about me in the paper pretty much convicting me of the crime before I would even go to my first court appearance. There's no way out of this.

I've already tried poisoning myself to try to make it look accidental but all it did was give me a stomach ache. Luckily I live in a free state in the U.S. so I have a .357 Magnum as a last case scenario. The reason I haven't shot myself already is because I have such incredible parents. I want to spend every minute I can with them. My court appearance is in eight days so I'll probably have to do it a day or two before that so my case gets dropped and my family doesn't have to pay off the bail bondsman.

So much for living a good, clean life. I've often been called Mr. Perfect (especially in comparison to my siblings) for my highly moral lifestyle and lack of vices. It's hard to believe that one evil cop could turn all of that around.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Do you have legal representation? It sounds like a terrible situation to be in. I'm appalled. Still- I think you need a professional on your side by the sounds of it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,166
That sounds absolutely horrific what you have to go through, this world certainly is such a hellish place where people suffer like that all through no fault of their own. It's disgusting how humans cause so much harm.
 
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sunsetting

Student
Jun 9, 2021
100
It's truly disgusting how the world works, every single institution is rotten to the core.
I hope you can find legal help and fuck up those corrupt bastards.
 
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Againstthewind

Againstthewind

Victory
Jul 10, 2022
217
@Kawika12 Without going into the details of the case, have you been given advice and had a talk with your lawyer about this case and what evidence there is I'm this investigation against you?

Ive been going through a situation like this myself, and I know it fucking sucks, and you feel really hopeless, and you feel like the world is against you, let me know if you wanna chat or unload my friend 😊
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
153
As others says talk to your lawyers. But if they already published a paper/news about you, the stigmatism of others toward will be changed especially if the crime is cp or sa. It will be hard to accept that other people will always judge you or talk behind you even though you are cleared and proven not guilty. So burden of being accused of such crime is already heavy, I know we can be proud that we are clean but I can also understand why you chose to ctb instead because of what will society will hold you on. May you find peace.
 
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SuicideDreams

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Sep 7, 2022
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The only good cop is a dead cop.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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The only thing about killing yourself because of a circumstance like this is it's going to make you look guilty because you killed yourself.
 
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mushroomhive

meow
Feb 7, 2023
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The only thing about killing yourself because of a circumstance like this is it's going to make you look guilty because you killed yourself.
that's what i was thinking.. unfortunately when someone kills themselves before a trial it's just assumed by the public they are guilty
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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The only thing about killing yourself because of a circumstance like this is it's going to make you look guilty because you killed yourself.
Prob won't matter to them since they will be dead.

I do hope they get really good representation, instead of CTBing.
 
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Blackroom_57

Student
Dec 25, 2021
157
Bruh what's the crime? Life in prison is an insane sentence.
 

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