Method falling asleep on rails

[WeakBrain111]

Hello so this is gonna be a quick post
I want to cbt tomorrow, my plan is to go on rails and take a huge dose of rispéridone wich is a antipsychotic that also have a sedative effect. Initially I wanted to do this with alcool but I remembered I had this at home from old prescription, so it might be easier for me to swallow a bunch of small pills instead of drinking 3L of beer or smoething.
Do you guys thinks my method is valid or there is a chance the train driver see me and i wake up in a hospital ?

 

[Fl4u]

Why that? It sounds rather painful (I've seen pics I wish I had not seen), and to add on that, it will be quite the traumatic event for the driver if you succeed.

Why not choose a more peaceful method?

 

[jodes2]

Yeah it might not work

 

[terminalending]

Hello so this is gonna be a quick post
I want to cbt tomorrow, my plan is to go on rails and take a huge dose of rispéridone wich is a antipsychotic that also have a sedative effect. Initially I wanted to do this with alcool but I remembered I had this at home from old prescription, so it might be easier for me to swallow a bunch of small pills instead of drinking 3L of beer or smoething.
Do you guys thinks my method is valid or there is a chance the train driver see me and i wake up in a hospital ?

I do not recommend this method as I have heard and seen of people who fail miserably and lose limbs. Are there any other methods you are thinking of?

 

[Shadowlord900]

This could fail in multiple ways. Either the rispéridone overdose does not knock you out quick enough, which could cause you to bail out at the last second. Or it does knock you out quick enough, but then you'd have to sure you haven't left anyone around enough time to come rescue you or for the train driver to stop the train if they can see you from far away enough.

You'd be better off trying to make yourself pass out before drowning or jumping off. At least if you do those at the right place and at the right time, no one should be around to interfere.

 

[alivefornow]

Good luck with that. I could never choose a method like this, because it affects others and would destroy my body.

 

[hunterfla]

Although it is highly unlikely - dare I say impossible - that the driver would see you AND be willing/able to stop a full speed train in time, it will inevitably leave them (and whoever is tasked with scraping your spattered remnants up) with some serious trauma. Though depending where you chose, maybe you would make some good eatin' for local vultures or other assorted wildlife. Still, I think there are much better ways to consider. Either way, hope you find peace. xoxo

 

[Proxycake]

It sounds peaceful to lay half asleep, followed by the sound of a train approaching on tracks. However it is a bit selfish; to the conductor and to those who want the closure of seeing your body, as it would be mangled and destroyed. If this were my situation, I would care less about being selfish and just go for it, though. That doesn't mean do what I would!

 

[WeakBrain111]

Thanks you all for all the kind response.
I think I will reconsider my method and or choose a less horrible method
But i really feel hopeless I've only wasted my life so far and I don't want to live a life of wishful thinking
I can't order SN because I live with my mother