Failure.

[madet_]

I tried doing it the 3rd time earlier than the specified time. I've walked for about 3 hours, but I was tracked down by my uncle again before I even get to reach the balcony area of the shopping mall.

My mom called me the R-word for being "ungrateful," and my dad says he's going to disown me this time because of my attempt. I never want to end my life even more than now.

Are there any suggestions on how to die without getting to a certain place?

 

[ApparentlyNot]

What a fucked up reaction to a suicide attempt. Your parents to be 100% clear. Whether you support a persons right to die on their own terms or if your an avid pro-lifer, I just can't see how anyone could think that reacting the way your parents did is okay or helpful or justified. I am really sorry you had to experience that. I'd like to cut them some slack, as I'm sure it genuinely is traumatic to watch your kid go through that much suffering and I can imagine not behaving rationally in that situation if I was a parent, but holy hell, that is horrible for you to be called names and threatened to be disowned following an attempt.

 

[FuneralCry]

Those people just sound so incredibly cruel, I find it horrible how suicidal people are treat so badly, there really is a lack of compassion towards those who want to die, it sounds so awful what you've been through, I hate how we exist in a world where suffering people cannot die in peace without the risk of other people interfering.