tiltedcompass
I just want to sleep forever man...
- Jul 25, 2025
- 30
Around 10 minutes ago I tried it but SI got me good and I ended up untying the knot. It wasn't even that tight and it was probably not going to work but the fear of my partner and my mom finding me either dead or alive was too much for me.
I don't understand how people do it in the comfort of their own homes when their loved ones are going to be the ones finding the body.
Maybe I should try to do it outside next time
I hate not being able to be happy for once. I hate seeing others unhappy as well, and while my suicide might sadden them, it'll probably be better for them in the long run.
If only I wasn't such a failure... I can't overcome the thought of hurting the people I love despite being in pain for many years.
I don't understand how people do it in the comfort of their own homes when their loved ones are going to be the ones finding the body.
Maybe I should try to do it outside next time
I hate not being able to be happy for once. I hate seeing others unhappy as well, and while my suicide might sadden them, it'll probably be better for them in the long run.
If only I wasn't such a failure... I can't overcome the thought of hurting the people I love despite being in pain for many years.
