Failed or never attempted

[Muse]

I tried morphine. Not a very serious attempt. I was in anger and desperate.
I was nauseous, like drunk and sloppy during some hours.

 

[height jumper 69]

I did partial suspension in my closet with a strong laptop charger, did the hitch knot and the slip knot, it took around 15 seconds to become unconscious, found because i forgot to lock my door, sent to psych for about 3 weeks.

 

[Zotz101]

Failed hanging. I would have died had the noose not broke. I was convinced I had brain damage after the fact. Absolutely horrendous petechiae.

 

[Foresight]

I had one impulsive overdose attempt as a teen. The method would not have killed me, but I didn't know that then and I went for it fully. Setting up and practicing short suspension is the closest I've gone as a adult.

 

[Gardener59]

I never have tried to ctb because of all the horrible survivor stories but I have always gravitated toward wanting to use a firearm since it is a more reliable method. Even so, I know it is not fail proof and I fear being found even though I live in a very remote, rural area on a dead end road with no neighbors in hearing range and could do it and not be found for literally hours. Before I had a boyfriend it could have been days before anyone would find me, but anyway I am afraid I would flinch because I do not have steady hands at all and all I have is a 9mm. I also really do not want to leave while Mom is still living. I don't give a damn about hurting anyone else but I don't want to put her through that.

 

[wanttodie]

never attempted., though I've practiced with hanging a few times.

 

[Lost Magic]

I haven't attempted, but my mother and her mother tried a few attempts so it runs in the family. I have been planning for ages though and now that I have N and my will almost sorted, I hope to be gone very soon.

 

[empty]

I've tried partial a few times, but SI has always kicked in.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Never attempted but my first attempt will be successful.

 

[Hirokami]

Tried taking a lot of sleeping pills twice. Woke up with just a really bad headache and a dry mouth the first time. The second time involved sleeping pills which were a bit stronger, though I was forced to spit the pills out as I was caught. In hindsight, it was probably for the best as that's not even an effective method. And plus, both attempts were impulsive.

 

[treetop.grazer]

I failed my first attempt about 2 years ago. I've always been allergic to NSAID's (ibuprofen, aspirin etc). So went to the woods a couple of years ago with a pack of each, wolfed them down thinking that'd be it.

Well, apart from a headache for about 3 days, nothing, none of the effects I'd had in the past, guess the universe decided I'm no longer allergic to them

 

[MayTheStars]

I attempted about 15 years ago, overdosed on some heavy meds and drank alcohol, unfortunately I was found by an ex who drove me to the hospital where I vomited continously and was told by a pregnant nurse I was the worst person ever to try to commit suicide and force fed me charcoal and told me if I didn't stop throwing up she would stomach pump me.

Needless to say my stay was only overnight and then I was released into the care of the ex and sent to talk about my problems for 1 session.

Being waiting to CTB all my life