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SuicidalUTFan

SuicidalUTFan

A gay guy who wants to die
Aug 17, 2025
15
I just tried to hang myself but the bar on my door couldn't hold my weight and fell off, so now all I have is wasted time that I could've spent sleeping (my sleep schedule is COOKED), and a sore neck. Everything just keeps fucking going wrong. I hate life and myself, why can't it just WORK.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
329
Im sorry it didnt work out. I hope u get good sleep even with your bad sleep schedule.
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Life_is_an_STD

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Mar 4, 2025
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I just had a failed attempt too but the anchor point wasn't the issue. I used one of those steel over the door hook racks and did partial. My issue was that I didn't get the perfect position on the neck and restricted my breathing and started wheezing. I also guess I wasn't entirely ready cause I backed out. I feel like it has to be a spontaneous thing where you don't think about it too much and just do it.
 
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claracatchingthebus

claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
221
Are you in Utah? A lot of Utah is so religious, I hope you just aren't ending things because of low self-esteem being a gay person when you're in Utah and surrounded by many homophobic people.

I think you said elsewhere you are 19. You seem really young to do this. Have you looked at other options? You have very few posts, this seems sudden, I hope you aren't doing this impulsively.
you don't have to stay in Utah if you were there, there's lots of places with more accepting people
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,436
I understand, it's just so dreadful to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to more suffering, I also hate existing and I always suffer from how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing that is guaranteed, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
SuicidalUTFan

SuicidalUTFan

A gay guy who wants to die
Aug 17, 2025
15
Are you in Utah? A lot of Utah is so religious, I hope you just aren't ending things because of low self-esteem being a gay person when you're in Utah and surrounded by many homophobic people.

I think you said elsewhere you are 19. You seem really young to do this. Have you looked at other options? You have very few posts, this seems sudden, I hope you aren't doing this impulsively.
you don't have to stay in Utah if you were there, there's lots of places with more accepting people
I don't live in Utah, but people in my state are mostly conservatives who aren't accepting at all. And I'm broke as hell so I can't really move away even if I wanted to.
 

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