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Struggle Street

Struggle Street

Apr 4, 2018
So, generally my mood is always at a low, then I have my darkest times, that are either bought on by events/circumstances or overwhelming emotional meltdown. I have thought a lot lately about how f***ed up my head is. Having so many mental issues, whether they are small or big things, they are things that affect my mental state, and my life.
I feel there is so many things going on in my head, And I can’t fully explain any of it properly for anyone to understand.
Living most days, going through the daily motions is hard work. I really struggle some days. It’s so draining.
I think to myself, how the hell am I suppose to live the next however many years with my head this way.


Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
Sad that no one replied to this thread ever in 4 years. I hope you're at peace stranger whether recovered or somewhere in the universe. I know the feeling of wanting to explain to others what goes on in my head but it's a long stream of jumbled thoughts. Just writing those thoughts on paper helps, and if you need some clarity, showing it to a therapist can help piece together something that you can relate with and gain new perspective.


Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
this is scarily relatable.
if you found out how to live the year after the other, enlighten me.
if not, I hope you found peace wherever you might be now.
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She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
Existing really is torture and I know that it can be hard to carry on when you are so tired. I also do not want to be here for many more years, that is such a horrible thought. I just realised that this thread is years old now, I hope that you found relief from your suffering.


Apr 15, 2022
Wow. A more than 4 year old thread and just got a reply. I wouldn't know what to think if I was the OP. One thing would be that not even the people of SaSu give a shit about me. I hope this user found some peace somehow, and some compassion from someone. It is very sad.