F***ed up Head

[Struggle Street]

So, generally my mood is always at a low, then I have my darkest times, that are either bought on by events/circumstances or overwhelming emotional meltdown. I have thought a lot lately about how f***ed up my head is. Having so many mental issues, whether they are small or big things, they are things that affect my mental state, and my life.
I feel there is so many things going on in my head, And I can’t fully explain any of it properly for anyone to understand.
Living most days, going through the daily motions is hard work. I really struggle some days. It’s so draining.
I think to myself, how the hell am I suppose to live the next however many years with my head this way.

 

[Symbiote]

Sad that no one replied to this thread ever in 4 years. I hope you're at peace stranger whether recovered or somewhere in the universe. I know the feeling of wanting to explain to others what goes on in my head but it's a long stream of jumbled thoughts. Just writing those thoughts on paper helps, and if you need some clarity, showing it to a therapist can help piece together something that you can relate with and gain new perspective.

 

[rainwillneverstop]

this is scarily relatable.
if you found out how to live the year after the other, enlighten me.
if not, I hope you found peace wherever you might be now.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing really is torture and I know that it can be hard to carry on when you are so tired. I also do not want to be here for many more years, that is such a horrible thought. I just realised that this thread is years old now, I hope that you found relief from your suffering.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Wow. A more than 4 year old thread and just got a reply. I wouldn't know what to think if I was the OP. One thing would be that not even the people of SaSu give a shit about me. I hope this user found some peace somehow, and some compassion from someone. It is very sad.