NSFW (Extremely Nsfw) Russian teenager commit suicide with methadone , streaming everything in discord server , only to be found by his parents

[litekiller11]

Spoiler: NSFW: ctb live on video

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[tobeornot]

What I don't understand is why people laughing in the background? I don't think it's funny I think it's very sad!

 

[neverLoved]

I hate it when I see videos like these where you also see the reaction of the parents. It just horrifying to think about how mine will react when I do ctb. Can't imagine the horror they feel.

 

[litekiller11]

I hate it when I see videos like these where you also see the reaction of the parents. It just horrifying to think about how mine will react when I do ctb. Can't imagine the horror they feel.

the dad reaction was very sad man . i can imagine my parents reactions would be when i ctb

 

[cowboypants]

I feel sorry for the parents, looks so sad after the mom entering the room. And i don't get what's funny about it.

On the topic I'm always surprised how little it needs to CTB

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hate it when I see videos like these where you also see the reaction of the parents. It just horrifying to think about how mine will react when I do ctb. Can't imagine the horror they feel.

the dad reaction was very sad man . i can imagine my parents reactions would be when i ctb

Considering what you said about your parents, it's entirely bewildering to me why you would even subject yourselves to looking at a video like this then¿

 

[Oyasumidanny]

the reactions destroyed me, this was very sad

 

[b1cycle]

Considering what you said about your parents, it's entirely bewildering to me why you would even subject yourselves to looking at a video like this then¿

If you're going to do something, you should face the reality of what it looks like, shouldn't you? This is what it looks like.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If you're going to do something you should know what it looks like, shouldn't you? This is what it looks like. If you can't face the reality of what death is maybe you shouldn't ctb.

Gonna make it harder on yourself. You don't need to see any video to know what it's going to do. Just adding fuel to the already too hot fire. But, your life, so do as you will.

 

[b1cycle]

Gonna make it harder on yourself. You don't need to see any video to know what it's going to do. Just adding fuel to the already too hot fire. But, your life, so do as you will.

I disagree.. If you plan to die, you should confront what death is. Someone is going to find you. If you're gonna put someone else through the trauma of finding your corpse you should be able to accept what it looks like.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I disagree.. If you plan to die, you should confront what death is. Someone is going to find you. If you gotta put the blinders on and ignore reality maybe you're not ready to go.

Well, I disagree with your disagree. If you're already planning on ctb, it does no one any good, you, or those left behind, to further engrain the aftermath of what your death is going to leave on those left behind. It just creates more guilt and stress on top of all that you're already dealing with. If you're using those types of videos to "talk yourself out of it", so be it, but as far as viewing only to reinforce what you already know, I see no sense in it. Watching those videos doesn't do one damn thing to help those you leave behind, and it doesn't help you get to the right "head space" to be able to do the most difficult thing you've ever done in your life. It's akin to someone who is going to blow their brains out with a shotgun blast into their mouth looking at aftermath pictures of someone who has already done it.

 

[b1cycle]

Well, I disagree with your disagree. If you're already planning on ctb, it does no one any good, you, or those left behind, to further engrain the aftermath of what your death is going to leave on those left behind. It just creates more guilt and stress on top of all that you're already dealing with. If you're using those types of videos to "talk yourself out of it", so be it, but as far as viewing only to reinforce what you already know, I see no sense in it. Watching those videos doesn't do one damn thing to help those you leave behind, and it doesn't help you get to the right "head space" to be able to do the most difficult thing you've ever done in your life. It's akin to someone who is going to blow their brains out with a shotgun blast into their mouth looking at aftermath pictures of someone who has already done it.

Personally videos like this are helpful to me coming to terms with death, but I guess it doesn't matter if the destination is the same.. I still think it's weird to put someone else through finding your body if you can't stand the sight of one.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Personally videos like this are helpful to me coming to terms with death, but I guess it doesn't matter if the destination is the same.. I still think it's weird to put someone else through finding your body if you can't stand the sight of one.

I don't know if "weird" is a term I'd use, but if that is your concern it's legit, so you need to do what you need to do. What I know is that SI is already hard enough to deal with, and, to me, putting those kinds of images in your head is only going to multiply the SI you're going to have to deal with, if/when that truly fateful day in your life actually comes.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Wasn't this shared a few months ago?

 

[SNastablesalt]

Considering this as a method now…

 

[Apathy79]

Where do you find videos like this?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

On the topic I'm always surprised how little it needs to CTB

I wish that it actually did take little to ctb. If it did, I wouldn't even be here and this forum would be almost empty.

If you're going to do something, you should face the reality of what it looks like, shouldn't you? This is what it looks like.

A lot of people know what it looks like. It's rare to find a person who didn't have to deal with seeing a loved one die. Pro lifers impose life upon a lot of people and hence death is really common. The fact that it's suicide instead doesn't make it any different

 

[litekiller11]

Considering what you said about your parents, it's entirely bewildering to me why you would even subject yourselves to looking at a video like this then¿

believe me not by choice , i was scrolling and found the video by coincidence , i cant lie though when i saw the dad reaction i started to rethink my decision , but at the end i concluded that me staying dissapointing them constantly while others succeed and still living with them in the house will affect them more in the long run

 

[derpyderpins]

Seems like a great method tbh. Just completely numb out. OD would be sweet.

 

[divinemistress36]

If only we could get Methadone

 

[charcoalcat]

If he had a heart attack in his sleep and parents found his lying body afterwards would anything be different? I don't think so.

 

[Labyrinth]

A true suicide is not surprised to die in the depths of solitude. He strenuously considers his decision, which is why he does not seek external validation to justify himself. Anyone looking for external approval is insecure, which leads me to question the reasons for this suicide. If you won't be in the world why would you care about it?

For a mediocre mind, death is inconceivable. There is no contradiction in the laughter of the spectators, for them the pain is nothing more than mere sadistic entertainment -- until it comes within themselves.

 

[Serblood]

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we don't really need ctb edit

 

[item]

poor guy,... Poor parents too.. may he rest in peace
I wish I also had this method, so convenient

 

[VeryShy]

Now considering being on a livestream while CTB. I want my suicide to be in a "spectacular" way, and all over the media, 'cause I want to be remembered for eternity.

 

[Davey36000]

Now considering being on a livestream while CTB. I want my suicide to be in a "spectacular" way, and all over the media, 'cause I want to be remembered for eternity.

People will watch it for 1 minute and then forget about it.

 

[litekiller11]

we don't really need ctb edit

I didn't make it

 

[Dot]

Now considering being on a livestream while CTB. I want my suicide to be in a "spectacular" way, and all over the media, 'cause I want to be remembered for eternity.

U wld end up on gore ste wth ppl laghng @ u

 

[litekiller11]

U wld end up on gore ste wth ppl laghng @ u

maybe he meant in it in sarcasm way

 

[Endless_suffering]

What I don't understand is why people laughing in the background? I don't think it's funny I think it's very sad!

Yeah that caught me off guard. People laughing at his parents pain… truly fucked up