My username is a reference to the quote in my signature, which is from Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar, her semi-autobiographical novel whose nineteen-year-old protagonist devolves into depression and attempts suicide. I recommend it greatly— there's no fictional character I've related to more.
My profile picture is from one of my favourite movies, The Truman Show. The picture is from the ending, where Truman, after realising the shallowness and superficiality of his world (which is only a television set), is about to exit it— to escape. The relevance is obvious. I also like the visual symbolism of Truman standing in front of the dark doorway, in the middle of the painted sky, just about to exit. In a sense, it feels like that's where I'm at right now.