Expired SN? Skipping complex protocol?

[Hollowillow]

I bought SN 2 years ago. Is it still usable?

I don't understand the protocol. Can i just drink itwithout other drugs or fasting?


I succeeded to escape half homelessness and violence. But my housing for the poor was insalubrious. I'm allergic to cleaners. Tried to improvise something. Severely contaminated my home with acid. My skin is melting. Neutralising from ceiling to floor with bicarbonate made me sicker. Weak, too nauseated to eat, unable to do what I wish. Cleaning it off was impossible. Was supposed to take 7 rinse, still makes fumes after dozens. My skin is peeling on my face and feet. It didn't neutraluse the acid, it's coming back. Entire body burning. If I take a bath there are toxic fumes choking me for hours. No decontamination experts know what to do. My insurance admitted that they only help if I convince the landlord (they'd rather kick me homeless on false criminal accusations, happened 2 years ago), then the landlord has to convince his insurance and then they must convince mine. I can't bear to fight and endure full body burning pain and suffication this long. Waking in panic every hour poisonned by melting paint and floor varnish. I am so asamed. I put 1g of vitamin c in a bucket with a fan all night to deodorise i strad of vinegar thinking it's safer. My AC sucked it in and blew it on the floor and walls, sucking in melted varnish, concentrating the acid over and over until it became corrosive like hell. It's so deep in my bathroom and a closet. I tought I decontaminated the room but the AC poisonned my room when i stored it and the varnish melted away just from fumes under it! I trashed it too late. Months of fumes deep in everything. Closing the windows in winter made a death trap of torture. I probably rined the lives of all future tennants. Rinsing 8h a day for months only bombed me with fumes. I gave up hope.

Photos of partial hanging scared me. Story of someone ressurected and 2 years of bed ridden agony before finally dying is horrible! Damn pro life.

I'm scared to use poison. Especially expired SN. How many years can it last sealed. Been 2 years. Can I skip protocols and just impulse drink? People died from a test taste. I'm scared of causing more brain damage than my car accident. Scared of poison. Easy way to die for people unable to do complex stuff?

Can a bath with a toaster really work or the movie grounghog day lied?

Thanks

Does anyone know how to detox my home? To extract acid from walls and hardwood floors? And bicarbonate, I can't even fully remove it from glass it keep making fumes. I wishI didn't have to die... But my whole body burns like hell itself. Can't sleep or eat. Torture. No hope left. I can't move no one want to rent to handicaped. Last chance ruined by dumb cleaning mistake. Can't even find laundry soap that I'm not allergic to (ideas? Even the hypoallergenic stuff is toxic). And every chemicals react violently because of the acid everywhere.

I am so ashamed. I don't deserve to live

 

[gayboy300]

I'm sorry for how you're feeling and what you've been through, it truly sounds excruciating.

In regards to the stability of SN, read this thread.

Curing salt has no hard expiration date. If your curing salt is only salt and sodium nitrate or sodium nitrite, it's good forever. Salt itself never goes bad, though yellowing and other discoloration is common. Moisture is a potential problem as it attracts microbes. To prevent such threats, store curing salts in dry, moisture-lock, airtight containers and in a cool dry place, such as your pantry or a dry goods storage closet. Do not refrigerate or freeze curing salt.

Ignoring established protocols is generally not recommended due to the perceived notion that a considerable amount of people who fail to ctb using SN failed as a result of not following protocol.

From what I've read, toaster baths are no longer a viable method for the vast majority of people living in a developed country in the modern day. Electrical standards have improved both from the outlet and in the toaster itself to prevent deaths like this from occurring.

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm sorry for how you're feeling and what you've been through, it truly sounds excruciating.

In regards to the stability of SN, read this thread.



Ignoring established protocols is generally not recommended due to the perceived notion that a considerable amount of people who fail to ctb using SN failed as a result of not following protocol.

From what I've read, toaster baths are no longer a viable method for the vast majority of people living in a developed country in the modern day. Electrical standards have improved both from the outlet and in the toaster itself to prevent deaths like this from occurring.

Thank you. The sn protocol requires prescriptions and i can't... I just read that partial hanging is almost impossible and cause brain damage anyway. But full hanging can cause paralysis.

Is there a thread on possible ways? If you can't suggest easy painless with low chance of being crippled? I got hit by a bad driver and survived... I just wish I could have some hope to be able to escape if pain gets too much but i can't understand recipes and knots and stuff... It's complex biology and chemistry. I wish i had a simple guide.

Thank you for your kindness i was lonely

 

[gayboy300]

I know how bad loneliness can feel brother. I may not know you on a personal level, but at least know that you're not alone with that feeling

Here is the pinned suicide resource compilation.

This is a recently posted guide on accessing dark net market places to purchase things that are typically prescription only. I barely skimmed through it but from my years of experience, it seems like an okay guide for the most part in my opinion. I would recommend reading the darknet market bible for a more comprehensive overview of ordering from DNMs. I was able to order some of what I needed for a certain method using DNMs and I plan on obtaining the rest in person. Not sure how accurate this is, but I think I remember reading somewhere that Dimenhydrinate can be used as an over-the-counter antiemetic for the SN method, but I'd recommend verifying that yourself.

Regardless of what you choose to do, I truly hope things get better for you before it's too late. Good luck, soldier

 

[Hollowillow]

I know how bad loneliness can feel brother. I may not know you on a personal level, but at least know that you're not alone with that feeling

Here is the pinned suicide resource compilation.

This is a recently posted guide on accessing dark net market places to purchase things that are typically prescription only. I barely skimmed through it but from my years of experience, it seems like an okay guide for the most part in my opinion. I would recommend reading the darknet market bible for a more comprehensive overview of ordering from DNMs. I was able to order some of what I needed for a certain method using DNMs and I plan on obtaining the rest in person. Not sure how accurate this is, but I think I remember reading somewhere that Dimenhydrinate can be used as an over-the-counter antiemetic for the SN method, but I'd recommend verifying that yourself.

Regardless of what you choose to do, I truly hope things get better for you before it's too late. Good luck, soldier

Thank you so much i'll read. But I have brain damage from a car hitting me, and the toxins in my home make it worse. So i don't think i can figure out the dark net, I tried before and failed. I just read stories of paralysis and mute after hanging... I know brain damage... It's too terrifying to try... I don't have hope for darkest times anymore. I have SN but i can't use it... People failed partial for months trying... I don't think suicide is an easy way out anymore... But i don't think i can detox my home...

Thank you for being here

 

[dalemar]

If it's sealed, I am sure is still good.
But I would try to follow a protocol.
the bare minimum is SN and 8-12 hours of food fasting and the last 2 of liquid fasting.
If you could add some meto, benzos and some ibuprofen/parecetamol, is better, but not essential.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I'm sorry for what you are going through, physically and emotionally. You deserve to live, and not in a toxic home. I really wish I had advice for you to detox your home or that you could move away from there. Have you tried aloe vera gel on your skin?

As for SN I believe shelf life is at least three years, my package has a Product release date: 15-04-2023 and Expiry: 15-04-2026. I'd try to get an AE to help minimize vomiting. If you are too nauseous to eat already, a pharmacy may just give you something decent OTC, without you having to fake symptoms, as long as it's not a drug used for motion sickness. I wish you all the best, sending love.