I did contemplate philosophy and watch youtube channels like actualized and other stuff in my mid-twenties. This lead me to the realization that I experienced kind of death, but through killing my ego and changing my identity for a moment. Be it through mediation or listening music.
Since my childhood I listen to music to cope with suffering, life or boredom.
The feeling and especially the peace is describable that I have when I am forgetting my ego while I am listening to a song I like and moving my body to eat.
I don't use psychedelics or drugs to cope or to understand more about life.
I have to be really honest but I will miss listening to music. It's only one of two things (the other is inventions) that I admire about humans. But only a minority participates in that stuff. The majority of people do have careers and have a normal and standard way of earning money.
I imagine I am leaving this world, while listening to music and doing yoga movements.
Since my childhood I listen to music to cope with suffering, life or boredom.
The feeling and especially the peace is describable that I have when I am forgetting my ego while I am listening to a song I like and moving my body to eat.
I don't use psychedelics or drugs to cope or to understand more about life.
I have to be really honest but I will miss listening to music. It's only one of two things (the other is inventions) that I admire about humans. But only a minority participates in that stuff. The majority of people do have careers and have a normal and standard way of earning money.
I imagine I am leaving this world, while listening to music and doing yoga movements.
