Phokmylife
Member
- Apr 27, 2019
- 6
Hi There,
I have decided to contribute this to the community although I have never made a single web post in my life, male, aged 37, IT admin.
I have consumed SN so many times I can't remember. I wish I had documented the exact quantities and the associated experiences but that didnt happen as I had originally planned. My experiences were based on emotional influences and the amount of indigestion was based on how bad I wanted to ctb at the time. All of my experiences were unanticipated and therefore proper procedures with regard to pph were ignored. Bottom line, there were no antiemtic, tagament or fasting prior to ingestion and what I discovered was that SN could range from blissful or hell on earth.
The first time, I consumed a few beers and decided to have a taste. I ended up spilling a portion of the container into my mouth directly. Realizing that I should follow proper pph procedures, i spit some of it out and washed it down with a beer (Beer with SN causes a foamy experience). I then layed on the couch and decided to take a few minutes clearing cache/history on browsers and scheduling some final text messages in case I did ctb. I then experienced some moments of euphoria where I believed I was on my way to ctb when I realized that i felt nauseous and barely made it to the toilet to throw up. When i was leaving the restroom, I must have passed out because I woke up on the floor to family member in a panic telling me they were going to call the paramedics. I tried to get up and maintain composure to make sure help was not called and I passed out again. When I regained conscienceness, said family member was crying with me lying on the floor and I was able to convince them that I tripped coming out of the bathroom and was knocked out by hitting my head on the wall. After throwing up this first time, I was able to return to normal after about 45min. From this first enounter, I made two assumptions; 1 recovery after vomiting was fairly brief, 2 euphoria and passing out would be swift, taking about 20min. Honestly the whole experience left me feeling great and confident that I had found a peaceful to way to ctb.
For several weeks thereafter, i would consume SN many more times where the dosage would range from a quick tongue-touch to a half teaspoon. It got to the point where it started to become an addiction where I would look forward to taking it after work. I could taste it before I got home because the flavor stayed with me for days, even if I had thown up. The feeling of euphoria that it brought was amazing and would allow me to sleep in a way I hadnt experienced in years. Basically I was microdosing and I very much enjoyed it, but I do not recommend it. For the record, I am not a drug user outside of having a few drinks and smoking marijuana a couple times in my life.
One night, I decided to try a bit more SN than normal and I took almost full mouthful. I realized I was in trouble and took the waste can out of the bathroom knowing I would be throwing up. I really thought for sure I would ctb, but I was in for a night from hell. I felt like my heart would beat out of my chest, a really bad headache and between passing out, I was throwing up about every 20 min. The pain wasnt exaclty horrible, but I was very much uncomfortable. If had the antedote, i probably would have used it. This lasted for over 6 hours and I ended up having to call in sick for work.
Although my experiences with have almost ctb for me, I will continue to report my findings as I can.
To answer questions regarding SN, I have not suffered brain damage, to my knowledge and I have not lost sight although I have blacked out.
One concern I have is the passing out before the moment of ctb. It may be that the moment of ctb is what makes you lose consciencesness.
I hope to answer any questions you have,
Justin
I have decided to contribute this to the community although I have never made a single web post in my life, male, aged 37, IT admin.
I have consumed SN so many times I can't remember. I wish I had documented the exact quantities and the associated experiences but that didnt happen as I had originally planned. My experiences were based on emotional influences and the amount of indigestion was based on how bad I wanted to ctb at the time. All of my experiences were unanticipated and therefore proper procedures with regard to pph were ignored. Bottom line, there were no antiemtic, tagament or fasting prior to ingestion and what I discovered was that SN could range from blissful or hell on earth.
The first time, I consumed a few beers and decided to have a taste. I ended up spilling a portion of the container into my mouth directly. Realizing that I should follow proper pph procedures, i spit some of it out and washed it down with a beer (Beer with SN causes a foamy experience). I then layed on the couch and decided to take a few minutes clearing cache/history on browsers and scheduling some final text messages in case I did ctb. I then experienced some moments of euphoria where I believed I was on my way to ctb when I realized that i felt nauseous and barely made it to the toilet to throw up. When i was leaving the restroom, I must have passed out because I woke up on the floor to family member in a panic telling me they were going to call the paramedics. I tried to get up and maintain composure to make sure help was not called and I passed out again. When I regained conscienceness, said family member was crying with me lying on the floor and I was able to convince them that I tripped coming out of the bathroom and was knocked out by hitting my head on the wall. After throwing up this first time, I was able to return to normal after about 45min. From this first enounter, I made two assumptions; 1 recovery after vomiting was fairly brief, 2 euphoria and passing out would be swift, taking about 20min. Honestly the whole experience left me feeling great and confident that I had found a peaceful to way to ctb.
For several weeks thereafter, i would consume SN many more times where the dosage would range from a quick tongue-touch to a half teaspoon. It got to the point where it started to become an addiction where I would look forward to taking it after work. I could taste it before I got home because the flavor stayed with me for days, even if I had thown up. The feeling of euphoria that it brought was amazing and would allow me to sleep in a way I hadnt experienced in years. Basically I was microdosing and I very much enjoyed it, but I do not recommend it. For the record, I am not a drug user outside of having a few drinks and smoking marijuana a couple times in my life.
One night, I decided to try a bit more SN than normal and I took almost full mouthful. I realized I was in trouble and took the waste can out of the bathroom knowing I would be throwing up. I really thought for sure I would ctb, but I was in for a night from hell. I felt like my heart would beat out of my chest, a really bad headache and between passing out, I was throwing up about every 20 min. The pain wasnt exaclty horrible, but I was very much uncomfortable. If had the antedote, i probably would have used it. This lasted for over 6 hours and I ended up having to call in sick for work.
Although my experiences with have almost ctb for me, I will continue to report my findings as I can.
To answer questions regarding SN, I have not suffered brain damage, to my knowledge and I have not lost sight although I have blacked out.
One concern I have is the passing out before the moment of ctb. It may be that the moment of ctb is what makes you lose consciencesness.
I hope to answer any questions you have,
Justin
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