
dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
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So this weekend I was invited to join a paid retreat (nothing more than a Airbnb house) and experience with some "Ancient Medicine".
Ayahuasca
And
Bufo Alvarius or 5 Meo DMT <--- feels like dying and then dying or commiting suicide
The "Shaman" put the glass pipe on my mouth while I inhale for a long time....
I felt the world was cloudy and then I was leaving the world behind....
Then I felt like leaving this world...
I was dying but I wouldn't die ...
So I had to take the courage and kill myself...
Then I was dead. ... Knowing how I fucked up in the world...
But I was dead...
I later came back to life in a second... People in the room were happy I came back... I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"
It was a heavy experience, I'm doing it again this weekend or one day next week... Yes , it feels like dying .... Like ctb.. 5 Meo DMT it's the real thing Google it ....
This is extracted from a Toad skin, called Bufo Alvarius.... Mexico has done weird things...
Ayahuasca
And
Bufo Alvarius or 5 Meo DMT <--- feels like dying and then dying or commiting suicide
The "Shaman" put the glass pipe on my mouth while I inhale for a long time....
I felt the world was cloudy and then I was leaving the world behind....
Then I felt like leaving this world...
I was dying but I wouldn't die ...
So I had to take the courage and kill myself...
Then I was dead. ... Knowing how I fucked up in the world...
But I was dead...
I later came back to life in a second... People in the room were happy I came back... I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"
It was a heavy experience, I'm doing it again this weekend or one day next week... Yes , it feels like dying .... Like ctb.. 5 Meo DMT it's the real thing Google it ....
This is extracted from a Toad skin, called Bufo Alvarius.... Mexico has done weird things...