Venting existing is too much

[dental]

i have so much brain fog right now i can barely think.
random depressive episode, plus my autism+adhd have been absolutely hellish lately. i get sensory overload from just the feeling of my own hair, my own skin, the air around me, just existing at all. it's unsustainable and i want it to stop. i genuinely cannot live like this much longer. i wake up every day and i'm just suffering until i get to go back to sleep.
today i was switched to wellbutrin because my previous antidepressants clearly weren't doing shit. ig i'll see if that helps at all. but apparently it usually takes several weeks to actually kick in, and again, i don't think i can wait that long.

 

[iloverachel]

I can totally understand and relate
I also suffer from the moment i wake up until sleep
It's truly awful and I hope you feel better soon

 

[Unknown21]

i have so much brain fog right now i can barely think.
random depressive episode, plus my autism+adhd have been absolutely hellish lately. i get sensory overload from just the feeling of my own hair, my own skin, the air around me, just existing at all. it's unsustainable and i want it to stop. i genuinely cannot live like this much longer. i wake up every day and i'm just suffering until i get to go back to sleep.
today i was switched to wellbutrin because my previous antidepressants clearly weren't doing shit. ig i'll see if that helps at all. but apparently it usually takes several weeks to actually kick in, and again, i don't think i can wait that long.

Very relatable, especially random bouts of depression.

 

[Ambivalent1]

@sserafim thread for you