SolomonKado
This is taking too long…
- Jul 4, 2023
- 424
I understand that people want to know what comes "after" CTB. So they won't be so scared of it. I did too…until it started to piss me off.
You start asking about existence and then someone comes along with a video describing how their "truth" is the only right one. I don't see it that way. I just see everyone wants you to believe in what they feel is right.
There are so many ideas and beliefs that it just makes it more scary and confusing. So then how is any of it actually true? Just because you believe in it….doesn't make it real. Wether it's a bright tunnel and then science says it's just your brain flickering out or the freaking Illuminati…
I would rather be told by "everyone" that it really is nothing. I don't want to believe hell is after, but if it is then I want to end this torment so I can get ahead and start that one. No reason to drag this all out.
If there is torment after then i am more pissed off at whatever or whoever is running this place because going to hell for getting away from this hell by your own hands is just dumb. Means that the "one in charge" really has no compassion…it's not like I touched a bunch of kids's "no no squares" or raped and/or murdered people for fun. I just did my best while I was here and helped a few people while I was at it and forever punished myself when I screwed up….why punish something you created to be like this anyways? It's asinine….
You start asking about existence and then someone comes along with a video describing how their "truth" is the only right one. I don't see it that way. I just see everyone wants you to believe in what they feel is right.
There are so many ideas and beliefs that it just makes it more scary and confusing. So then how is any of it actually true? Just because you believe in it….doesn't make it real. Wether it's a bright tunnel and then science says it's just your brain flickering out or the freaking Illuminati…
I would rather be told by "everyone" that it really is nothing. I don't want to believe hell is after, but if it is then I want to end this torment so I can get ahead and start that one. No reason to drag this all out.
If there is torment after then i am more pissed off at whatever or whoever is running this place because going to hell for getting away from this hell by your own hands is just dumb. Means that the "one in charge" really has no compassion…it's not like I touched a bunch of kids's "no no squares" or raped and/or murdered people for fun. I just did my best while I was here and helped a few people while I was at it and forever punished myself when I screwed up….why punish something you created to be like this anyways? It's asinine….