Venting Existence just causes so much harm

[FuneralCry]

The existence of life undeniably is such a horrific tragedy, existence itself is the true problem as it's the ultimate cause of all suffering and harm. It really disturbs me how existing beings have been tormented so senselessly in this existence all throughout history, it's so terrifying how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they enslaved in this existence, I just find it disturbing how an existing being is capable of feeling such agony and suffering so extremely in this hellish reality.

All that existence is, is an endless and unnecessary cycle of torment and cruelty that so tragically continues to repeat once new life is forced here, all that existence ever causes is harm, suffering, needs and problems. If life ceased to exist then nobody would be able to mourn for the absence of it yet existence undeniably causes an immense amount of torture, all of which was unnecessary in the first place. No matter what I'd see it as always better to die as ceasing to exist is the only way to find safety from suffering, I see all suffering as useless, unacceptable and unnecessary.

I see it as such a curse being a slave to a decaying and deteriorating flesh prison where we cannot even easily free ourselves from it in peace even know it's undeniable that existence itself is nothing more than an unnecessary harm.
I don't see any value in existing as a conscious being trapped in this futile existence just waiting to die anyway. It's just so horrifying how humans impose existence yet wish to prolong the suffering it cause no matter what, the fact that existence is so harmful where there is endless risks and potential for torment is why a peaceful suicide needs to be very accessible as suicide is suffering prevention, existence could never be a desirable state no matter what.

 

[December]

maybe we cannot easily free ourselves, but im still going to try

 

[SilentSadness]

I agree, there is nothing worse than this horrific reality that really does cause an immense amount of harm and suffering, it's hell to live here and so difficult to escape.

 

[Argo]

You summed it up. We can get into the details of "why" that is all the case, because there's a physics to things, and that physics operates around rules that govern the behavior of things, and that gives rise to biology, and that biology then mindlessly replicates and tries to compete and take over environments... blah blah blah...


But ultimately you don't need all that and just simply pointing to mindlessly making more and more and more is a horror from this perspective. Maybe something makes it better? I hope so, that's really all we have to cling to. We hope we're just ignorant ants and there's something that makes this all okay or at least better. Like if I learned this was all a simulation and no one else was real, and woke up from a bad dream tomorrow-- I would be relieved , and so would you if you were the dreamer. No matter how bad that dream would be, it would be over. That's a worthwhile hope. But if existence is the way it appears, then reality is pretty nightmareish from the perspective of any being intelligent enough and ethical enough to examine it. Dogs and cats just can't know, so they can't suffer very deeply. And maybe there are intelligences much greater than ours who can know much more, and they won't suffer deeply either because their knowledge makes a mockery of our view, or because they have traits that make them monsters who cannot care/see this as a problem.

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

I deeply can't make sense of life. Like what is life for? What is all this suffering and the body's needs to live for?

It's all gonna end one day anyway, so why do we live? Just to live? I find this so bizarre and I can't get my head around life itself.

And it's all about luck in terms of suffering more or less, existence is hard in itself anyway but you can easily suffer much more because of where you are born and who you are born as.

You basically choose nothing in your own life and you have to live by them and according to them, just suffering.