Existence isn’t something beautiful.

[FuneralCry]

I find it cruel when it is referred to as such as I see existence as the most terrible, torturous abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, this existence feels like a mistake to me.

And it's such extreme cruelty how there is no acceptance towards the right to die even know this existence was so tragically imposed, for me non-existence is all that's beautiful which is why it's so terrible how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, I hope those who suffer find the relief they search for.

 

[getoutgirl]

If you experience it that way I'm not gonna be dumb enough to say acccctually it IS beautiful. For some isn't, or is the complete opposite, I don't need to tell you that, you describe it.
It is very unjust that some people do find beauty and meaning and joy in life while others are caged here to suffer, that much I agree, it is cruel. Relief is scarce for us here and some pull through and find that beauty, even if just some days, I do some days and I will always encourage people to not give up on that, but it is also true that some find peace in death, or are deprived of it by still a lack of acceptance and unjust conditions. You can barely call that living then. I'm sorry if thats your case and you are stuck there, and for everyone else who is in the same position. hugs<3

 

[gothbird]

There's something unbearable about being thrown into this world without consent, only to be told we have to find meaning in it, or worse, be grateful for it. When pain outweighs anything else, it's no wonder that existence feels like a punishment rather than a gift. It's even crueller that we're denied the right to choose how and when to leave. People love to talk about the sanctity of life, but they rarely talk about the quality of it. Or what it actually costs to keep surviving when you're in constant pain.
I don't think there's anything morbid or wrong in finding beauty in nonexistence.